exam alert!!

haih..

nape ntah aku ngeluh

aku tataw mne fokus aku nie

aku taw aku kene blaja

stat next week ade 3 exam iaitu:

Exam 3 Orgo

Exam Lab Orgo

Exam Final Orgo

and also hantar 3 lab repot

mintak2 la aku dpt study smpi ke akhirnye :)

ya Allah ape nk jadi nie..aku asyik leka jee

tp walau apepon yg terjadi

aku kene cube gak kn? :)

kejap je nie..

huaaaaaagghhh

wish me luck!!

sukeee masak!

ni die masakan aku tadi..sadin+kentang+cili padi

amacam? jadikla kn?

currently obsession :)

jeng3..tiket iLike! konsert ape eh?

waaaaa...konsert Green Day!! lps klas summer lak tuu~

sedey x dpt gi coldplay pnyee~

ni pon obsession gak..minum teh sejuk!!

mcm2 rase..bekas cantik plak tu..1 dollar je (aka RM 3 =_=')

sambil makan sambil tgk blog xD

ni masakan pertame aku kt sini officially

sbb bru beli mcm2 kt walmart..

wakakaa sedap gak la..masakan minah bujang LOL

btw..mamat viet tu x dtg kt lab T_T

daa~

Inspiring dream =)

*aku ni manusia biase..tiada lainnya dr insan lain..tiade lebih dan tiada kurang

tidak genius seperti yg diperkatakan org lain..aku juga pernah failed dlm exam..x percaya?*

huhu..aku sungguh x paham kenape org nk kate

"alaa..ko mesti genius lah"

bile kite dpt markah gempak2...

sedangkan itu semua hasil usaha aku sendiri

dorg pon tau...

kdg2 tu mmg x phm kenape klu exam biase dorg dpt score klu maen pon

aku..jgn harap dpt score klu aku stat men2

tgklah skrg..stat leka je..trus jatuh gile2

sape yg x kecewa..bile parents kite mengharapkn yg terbaek

bile relatives sume bangge akan anak buah mereka n byk lg expectations from people..

tp dats not the point..

mende cani kite redha aje..

dah bwat yg terbaek..so tawakkal je

hati dah bole menerima..mknenye aku sudey mtg(hehehe)

the point is nk cte satu mende

aku amek klas orgo sem ni mmg dengan agak risky

mengape? sbb aku dpt trok for general chem, andsome people say

how could u go on with that after i get the chem result?

i thought very hard..senior ade cte..prof ni mmg susah

tp i dont wanna repeat coz it costs my time very much..

so exam 1 alhamdulillah lg tggi dr chem dlu

arini dpt exam 2..jatuh tp x failed..alhamdulillah gak sbb x trun mendadak

ni nk cte ni

mlm td aku mimpi..mcm2 rsenye x igt dah

tp ade satu mende ni aku igt..

aku dlm dewan kuliah..ckp2 ngn member aku

klu aku fail lg yg ni..aku nk drop..ni mmg seyes

sbb aku mmg risau exam 2 ni..mmg susa gile..sume org ckp cmtu

tetibe ade mamat ni..aku pon x sure..tp sore laki ah

die kate.."jgn drop, teruskan aje, yg penting usaha"

lps tu aku dah x bape igt sbb blur..

tp dlm mimpi tu..lelaki tu nmpk cm someone special?

haha

klaka gile..tp mmg cm pemberi smgt lah mase nk gi klas td

aku taw itu mainan tdo..maybe itu sore hati aku je di-translate-kn menjadi salah satu character dlm mimpi aku..

tp seyes..mmg aku agak tenang td

alhamdulillah exam 2 ni..cket je lg mira..lg 2 mggu nk abes blaja 0rgo 1

cepat2lah abes..coz aku dah x tahan~

k..nk smbg bwat 3 lab repot nk anta esok

(ni ah keje last minute..=_=')

daa~

Bile Male Fan Menjerit

*awat rase malas nk bwat lab repot niee*

ade 3 lab repot yg perlu anta selase ni..n im not on the mood

lawak tol video nie

thx video ini kerna menceriakn hari aku

bosanlah rutin2 summer ni

isk nk jalan jauh2

k nk bace orgo chapter 9

toodles~

Stalk sambil tulis2

ingat cam nk tajamkan lg seni penulisan aku ;p

tp xdelah kot smpi nk tulis cerpen atau novel cm kwn2 aku yg tersebut:

link

link

sory mirul aku x igt post mne

i will update more la kott..kurgkn tgk tv?

hehehe :)

btw nk stalk freshman ah

bubyee!

n satu lagi!! b4 lupe

ayah..Happy Father's Day ye!

n mama

inga x wish officially Happy Mother's Day gak!!

to me..everyday is father and mothers day ♥

DaeBak!!>>success

Wonder how?

tau x cmne nk taw update psl rock band music?

n lagu2 carefree pnye lagu..cth cam lily allen, colbie caillat, lenka n jason mraz

sbb lgu2 skrg makin hilang kualiti..x syok dgr

any suggestion?

p/s: pkl 2.20 dah

ish perlu tdo..tp cm nk bwat something..huhu bengong dah pale ;)

sick of..

lawa gamba nie..xde kene mengene k ;)

taktau nk update ape coz bile ade cite je mase tuu la bz bile senang lenggang lupe la plak..mood hilang~ seyes beb..mggu ni mmg messy gile..n aku rase x yakin ngn exam 2 nie mintak2 lah klu x bape ok tu turun cket je seyes..orgo memerlukan pembacaan yg byk sekali! yes..BACE! n aku rse dah berkarat otak aku sejak abes spm

anyway..bru beli buku deception point Dan Brown..nk rase taste cte misteri plak bes tgk movie dye..that's why i bought it..10 dollars beb..rm 30 cm bese sini buku 10 dollar kire murah.. n bru je abes tgk cte korea cinderella man..KSW n yoona blakon! suke gile :)

skrg ni xtaw nk bwat ape..hmm..pernah x korg rase cm tetibe rse x minat dah mende nie kirenye..dlu korg ske tgk tv..lame2 bosan tuka lak bace buku novel..lame2 penat lak nk tggu abes..tuka perform men music lak pastu lame2 bosan balek? that's me x tetap kan?i make myself believe that i like reading novels its true actually..dari kecik kot..tp lame2 jadi bosan lak..tp mmg bes cume rase bes tu main kurang bile aku makin besar.. td aku tgk drama online..skrg ni aku dah xnk tgk.. n tetibe rase cm kan bes kalu bole jadik fashion designer ade brand sendiri kalau aku ade bakat ahh

n seriously i have no idea whatsoever gambaran chemical engineer is its like not having any dorongan mase aku blaja dlu laen..skrg i wanna do something else other than studying something fun, something edgy..life is very dull for me this time yes priority tetap pade study i just hope that something comes to me n make my life more fun than ever coz im getting tired...

and is it normal to be liking something and then liking other things and then come back liking it?

or am i just the only one?

bosan la bosan la bosan laaaaaa

huhu

daa~

♥♥♥

ignore gamba random perempuan mane ntah dlm niee..

yg penting layan lagu niee..dah lame x dgr lagu melayu sedap

cun ahh LOtter!!

btw..aku dah deactivate facebook cm kwn aku

bukan ape..aku rse byk mase aku bukak facebook

sentiase plak tuh..bwat keje bukak gak..

so setelah berjanji ngn my parents

i will temporarily deactivate fb until im fall semester depan iaitu bulan 8-9

so xyah la korg dok menonggeng cari aku eh =))

DaeBak!!! >> success!!

♥♥♥

hehe baru belaja bwat luv♥

Tarappapaa

currently in: bored mode

xtaw nk bwat ape

nk bace bosan.x paham.

nk wat lab repot.malas

nk tdo.x bes.xleh tdo

nk masak.x reti.hampeh

aku rase bosan+guilt

bosan sbb xde mende nk bwat n sok dah nk kelas

guilt sbb x reti masak..kesian rumet..aku mmg hopeless in cooking ;p

maybe im just stressed out

maybe not

penatnye summer

Benzil yang telah banyak membantu aku

suke gamba nie..nice!

nak sgt taw mknn ape aku mkn sini?

niha..BOORIING!!!

x paham kan title kt atas? well sbnrnya benzil tu satu chemical substances yg aku separate in my previous experiment..benzil lah yg byk skali aku dpt berat die..so bes lah :DD

anyway..huhu ija soh updateee..haha tadelah

mmg nk update..tp kejap bz ah ngn exam kejap malas la plak

n kejap sakan tgk tv kt laptop

ye aku taw aku loser tgk antm cycle 11 and 12 tp nk bwat cane kn

tgk cte korea memanjang..skrg cte korea x tgk dah sbb wktu summer paling bz antare fall and spring..

igtkn spring yg hectic gile..hah amek ko..dpt ah summer..rse cm hell

yelah amek orgo yg patotnye blaja 3 bulan..jadik 3 minggu

satu hari satu chapter..every week ade exam

bercerita ttg exam..alhamdulillah x mcm ade org tu sangke

tp xleh gak dok dlm comfort zone..

markah aku xdelah lagi tggi dri org coz aku dah janji kt diri aku xnk compare ngn org

sbb smpi bile2 pon nnt rse pressure..btol x?

so aku compare je ngn pencapaian aku b4 nie..and syukur pada Allah

soo..exam after this will be on Friday..

my prof said that it will be harder than before..

some will have lower org higher than their marks now..depending on the will of the students to learn..huhu i will do my besh

3 minggu je lagi nk strive!! ganbatte!

pada masa yg same..aku agak kecewa ngn beberape org ni..

ye aku akui aku mmg sensitif dan emo..but you know what?

now i am a better person..coz im changing my habits in emo-ing for soo long to emo-ing and stop right there..yes im still struggling in it coz nobody's prefect

and sape korg hah nk kate aku x pena give and take in friendship?

korg bru je jadi kwn aku setaun..mind you, aku mmg jenis lambat adapt

huhu

soo aku x rse korg knal aku sejujurnya..

lps tu kate kt aku "patotlah xde kwn baek"

ok.aku saba je.

mane dorg taw psl life aku b4 nie..tp sambil tu aku x lupe yg mesti dorg pon ade kisah sendiri

soo aku xleh nk kate ape

n everyone dibesarkan laen2

we just have to accept that differences and conseder other feelings

xleh maen hentam..bukan sume ade jiwa hardcore cm ko

dah lah smpi x sudah klu cte mende nie..aku rse kte ni xleh masok wlaupon kene hadap muke hari2..

sory kt org terbabit..x bace ke bace je

korg taw jela..

lupekan hal tu masok psl hari lab aku..

aku mmg terkenal..terkenal ngn muke yg slalu pecah2 glassware

dlu mase chem lab..aku pena pecah 5 ke 6 test tube? aku seriously x ingat

sbb guna mende centrifuge yg bunyi dye buat aku rse takot

mende test tube tu akan pecah klu due2 test tube x same berat

klu salah timbang..habeslah

tp tu teknikal..bukan cuai..

kini..amirah melaporkan the separatory funnel damage!!!

aku nk basuh sume glassware mase tuh..

skali pecah tangkai kt bawah tuuu!!

korg taw x bape harge nk beli baru??? 100 dollar!!!! bersamaan RM300.00!!!!!!!!!!!!!

ouch!

TA aku jaat duhh..dlu aku igt die baek gile sbb slalu tlg ajar cane nk bwat..

skali die kate..ni kene buang pastu beli lah yg bru kt coordinator kt kaunter dpn..

so aku gi ah kaunter tu..prpuan yg jadi coordinator..dye kate..xpe..byr 44 dollar je

sbb mende tu bole repair..mmg baek gile!! aku igt coordinator tu strict gile

cm previous pnye lab..alhamdulillah ahh mati aku kene cekik ngn org kt msia

psl duet tuh waaaa..

pengajaran..jgn anggap org tu baek suke2 hati jee..haha :DD

nie ha gamba glassware tuh..part bwh yg pecah =((

sory funnel =(

Daybreak's Bell

fancy gak mende nih..

amek dari solid

RULES:
1. Put your iTunes, Windows Media Player, etc. on shuffle.
2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.
3. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS.
4. Tag as many friends.
5. Everyone tagged has to do the same thing.
6. Have Fun!

1. IF SOMEONE SAYS 'ARE YOU OKAY' YOU SAY?
-From Yesterday(30 sec to Mars)

huh..mesti org x phm

2. HOW WOULD YOU DESCRIBE YOURSELF?
-Heartbreaker(Will.i.am)

Urmm..yeke?


3. WHAT DO YOU LIKE IN A GUY/GIRL?
-Nobodys Perfect(Hannah Montana)

cehh..x kesah sbb nobodys perfect

4. HOW DO YOU FEEL TODAY?
-My Love(J-Walk)

my love? sape tu?

5. WHAT IS YOUR LIFE PURPOSE?
-Wish(Changmin+Junsu+Kyuhun+Ryeowook)

btol2..penuh ngn harapan :)

6. WHAT'S YOUR MOTTO?
-Addicted(Saving Abel)

yes..im addicted to everything!!Get Addicted friends!

7. WHAT DO YOUR FRIENDS THINK OF YOU?
-I'm like a Lawyer with the way im always trying to get you off (Fall Out Boy)

haha..apekahh

8. WHAT DO YOUR PARENTS THINK OF YOU?
-Love remains the same(Gavin Rossdale)

yerp..love btw us remains the same :))

9. WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT VERY OFTEN?
-One(Epik High)

hahaha..ni lawak..satu?

10. WHAT YOU ALWAYS DO DURING TAKE 5?
-Chisana Negai(Hana Yori Dango Ost)

ni lagu ost jepun...tataw ape mksd dye..yg penting sedap..layan~

11. WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR BEST FRIEND?
-The time of my life(David cook)

yes..u r the time of my life..wakakaka

12. WHAT IS YOUR LIFE STORY?
-Never had a dream come true(S Club 7)

aaaaaaaaaaaa..ape niii..sedeh gile caniii

13. WHAT DO YOU WANT TO BE WHEN YOU GROW UP?
-Suci dalam debu(IKLIM)

wahhh..aku rase terharu..btol kah ape yg aku lihat??

14. WHAT DO YOU THINK WHEN YOU SEE THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
Dont Trust Me(3OH3)

haha jgn caye aku!!

15. WHAT WILL YOU DANCE TO AT YOUR WEDDING
Father To No Deai~Tooku ikoku no Chi de~(La Corda d'Oro primo passo)

uuuuu..bes gile lagu ni..sesuwai ngn tema wedding aku..LOL

16. WHAT WILL THEY PLAY AT YOUR FUNERAL?
-Mad about you(Big Bang)

WHAT!!!

17. WHAT IS YOUR HOBBY/INTEREST??
-Rush(Aly& A.J)

I like to rush rush rush~ooo yeah

18. WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST FEAR?
-In the Dark of the night(Anastacia disney soundtrack)

btol la kot O_o

19. WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST SECRET?
-Complicated(Avril Lavigne)

haha..mmg complicated series

20. WHAT DO YOU WANT RIGHT NOW?
-Cain's Love Theme(Cain and Abel Ost)

ni satu lagi x kene

21. WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR FRIENDS?
-This Time(Wonder Girls)

yeah..this time..ape?

22. WHAT WILL YOU POST THIS AS?
-Daybreak's Bell(L'Arc-en-Ciel)

lagu ni mmg tangkap syok..lagu rock jepun

xnk tag..malas~

Tagged by Zaki

This tag is from my ex-homeroomate..i'm sorry it takes such time to do this :D

busy gile2 n btw thanks!

Alright, here's what you gonna do:

1. Put this badge in your awesome blog.
2. Award this badge to 10 bloggers whom you think are inspirational and friendly.
3. Make sure you put the recipients' names here, along with their links.
4. Let them know about this.

So this friendship award goes to............. (drum roll):

1. Zaki (terharu gile)

2. Imran

3. Laila

4. Syanaz

5. Mirul

6. Faizzudin

7. DyoD

8. Niesha

9. Ija

10. Lily

Anda sume cun! sume ni x berdasarkn ranking eh..klu rajin bwat lah ok?

funny dream

aaahhhhhh i have my first orgo exam this wednesday!!!

so fast isnt it?

summer class is basically is a face paced thingy..

i know i should been expecting these..

but not fast like this!!

i have 5 chapters to master before exam starts

the only advantages of summer classes is that you can focus one one thing

and the module that prof is using is somewhat smaller in proportion (i think?)

anyways..i have 3 labs (all orgos =_=) in a week..in one month!

im getting bored with reading..it been awhile that my brain has rusted to 'hafal' things like sejarah

n islamic studies

dah lame taw =p

i slept this afternoon and what a weird dream i have..

where..i didnt kno w..but it seems to me like dekat resort or something

then i saw this guy..who broke my heart last semester (LOL)

with my friend in a sofa watching movies together

n then..long story short..i cried..n he saw me crying

weird kn?

dah move on la korg

dah x men r minat2 nie weh

skrg pokus stadii..im happier this way =)

but then klaka bile teringat balek mimpi tuu

hehe

tomorrow ade qiam..cane nk bgn ni

haih..slalu dpt bgn klu tdo kol 10

tp at least aku nk siapkn pembacaan aku about lab next week

hehe

siapkn sume bru relax..

ya Allah..tlglah jauhkan diriku drpd segale yg melalaikn aku..dan kuatknlah ingatan aku terhdap perkara yg baik2 aje =p

you guys..pray for me yeah?

thx soo much =))

of seniors, roomies, novelties, organics, and my updates

seniors..slamat pulang dgn selamat! =)

yg hujung kanan n hujung kiri jee

tg x kire..tgh tuu senior baru (b4 ni junior)

dari kiri: arep, awatip, abal          

gamba ramai2 yg anta senior kt airport

gamba ngn abal =)

dr kiri: abal pnye..tut!! jgn mara!!

hehe pastu syaf n nad

abal in memory in vandy~

novel beli kt msia..currently reading

thx to mirul n syaz ye

kerna membwat aku nk beli buku ni =p

meja tulis kt uma baru

x abes kemas lg..

ruang tamu..agak bosan laa

x hias pape lg

thx hubab sbb wakaf =p

buku aku dah jual aritu

nk bwat rujukan nie

sok orgo!! doakn me dpt baek2 eh!! =))

quick2..a quick update!!

ive got 30 minutes to go to bed..

tomorrow is a school day =_=

so i have to sleep early..

i want to have a fresh start la this new sem..

soo

today..gi hanta abal n arep n izzul balek malaysia

abal n arep tuh senior yg patot balek 2 hari lps kot

tp sbb ape ntah..lmbt hanta borg katenye..so lmbt ah

hehe musykil asal 2 org ni je tggl heee~

abal n arep..jgn maraaaa =)

ade hikmah la kut sbb aku x smpt jmpe senior wat kli terakhir

yg x official la

soo kirenye dpt jmpe wat kli last la 2 org ni

2 org ni mmg bes sbb due2 la yg mule2 cm ajar aku men volley btol2

gue respect sama lu dua laa!!

huhu..sedeh2 sbb dorg yg antare yg terbaek yg pena aku tgk men volley..

T_T

wuwuwuwuwuwu..dh x dpt jmpe dorg lg kt sini

izzul lak balek cuti 2 bulan kot

dye junior this becoming sem

sok ade organic chemistry class..

soo tarik napas byk2!! bersedia!!

bgnn pon x sure nih

hehe

tp rse cm nk gi awl esok gi usha2 tmpt..

haaa

2 hari lps aku balek sini..

so pindah uma bru tuh kirenye x abes kemas lg niee

yeay ade kitchen!!

muah2..leh aku masak (yekee nk masak?? =_+)

heee~

im confused nk tuka amek math 175 ke x

but im determined utk trokn mgambil organic chemistry..

i hope my choice is for the best!

actually ni post smlm..lmbt gile postkn kn?

=))

Nanananannana~~

i have nothing to say..after not writing fo such a long time (one month lebih kott)..

i think my ability to write has retarded..huhu

xde modal nk ceritera ape

yg penting..this is one month yg mengembirakn

although there had been some crying eversince i come back home in Malaysia..

MUM DAD I promise to change into a better person! Amin~

May Allah give aid to me..InsyaAllah~

let see..

ive been spending some time to Bandung with my Dad, Mum n Sista

ive been hanging with some of ma old frens

ive been struggling to do housework AGAIN

ive been to a kenduri..only one =(

n more

ahaa..x terlepas Akademi Fantasia n American Idol n The Biggest Loser

hehe ntah nk kate bes xdela sgt

tp sbb ade famili kot..tu yg jadi bes

sorry mama n ayah for everything before!

i hate to see u guys with such disappointing faces

it hurts me more =(

no pic but as soon i had the pictures

surely ill upload them

p/s: freshman will be coming this coming 13 jun

xtau rase cmne..but the thing is..i will become a sophomore n guess what??

i felt one more year older!!! yucks!! =p