BIG UPDATE haha

Rasa macam lama gila tak tulis entry post. Ada rasa pelik jugak nak tulis bm sbb slalu sgt try tulis English haha. bm jd mcm ntah ape2.

So, tetibe rasa nk update blog setelah sekian lama berhabuk blog ni :P tgh pukul 5 pagi hari khamis harini. tgh stay up sbb nk clearkn laptop nk bg rosak so bole dpt replacement sbb seriously laptop aku nazak gila, like mcm dah merah dah space die. Td pn tgh dlm usaha nk siapkan homework due esok *haha procrastination still*

kk nk update:

1. Da senior last semester ni, perasaan? ntah xde pape sgt, maybe rse best nk habes blaja but at the same time, tak nampak masa dpn. I know I think too much haha tp seriously I hope all goes well. Last semester mcm byk sgt benda nk kena manage sbb da senior kn. Tetibe email byk psl benda2 after college and I havent think at all what I should do after college time Junior year dlu. Ignorant me, right. Time kt sini byk sgt benda jd yg byk gak buat aku down. Stress pn salah satu punca kot. Time nk recover, mcm jatuh ditimpa tangga je mslh. ada gak pikir maybe org lain punya mslh lg besar dr aku so aku malas nk cte2 kt org sbb org lain pn ade mslh sndiri. kk cerita lama. I also think I lost some of my self confidence all the way through the process. Yes mmg susah nk dpt balek confidence but now I'm slowly making the best out of it. Takkn smpi bila2 nk jd cmni kn. Thank God for less burden this semester, yet probably. haha

2. Last Winter Trip: San Francisco - LA - Las Vegas :)

probably one of my favorite trips sepanjang kt US. favorite kt Canada :) Sob2 last trip maybe sbb da xde duit. Spring Break stay je kot kt vandy. trip ktorg 19 org, my car only 4 people, aku, Aqis, Syun, Irfan. Me and 3 guys. LOL and we barely know each other before. lupa nk tambah, semua dak Junior except aku. yeah i feel a lil bit young there. haha. I kinda like being with guys because they're more open and stuff and you know a lot of stuff (different stuff from what girls talk hehe) which i like, tp at the same time, its missing its warmness. alah u know guys, mana kesah certain things. So kdg2 je la, I felt a lil bit boring and lonely? lol okay i cant describe it. Rasa mcm xde teman nk cerita benda2 prpuan la kot. *I'm bad at describing things, my bad~ nk tgk gamba, mehla tgk kt facebook, penat tau upload :P

3. Now working as a pekerja buruh. haha kerja kt tempat kafetaria (err eja btol ke x ni eh?) kerja dining, mcm serve org, buat waffle ke omelette ke, and tlg pastikan pinggan mangkuk sume ada kt tmpt asal dorg and pastikan sume bersih. serius kerja ni penat, and gaji pn x sepadan dgn kerja die. even kerja reeve or kerja kt Tech centre or Media center yg duduk angkat call pn gaji mahal cket. nasib2.. lol and the worst thing is, x pasal2 kena tegur x buat kerja ngn bos. bukan x buat kerja, masalahnye sume da setel, xkn nk pusing2 lak kan? da la time rush hour aku byk tlg lol. xpe2 saba2.. i need money! haha bersyukur2

4. what else? oh i joined 4 dances for anyf this year. okay mcm tamak. mula2 nk masuk 3 je tp terlupa nk sign up satu ni so x masuk mula2. so mcm sign in benda lain. tetibe org lain drop, so die ajak aku masuk balek. and aku mmg teringin nk masuk dance tu haha. so alkisahnya aku masuk 4. xpe kot, still can manage lg. lgpn sem ni 7 credit hour je :)

5. mcm x percaya gak sem ni 7 credit hour je tp advisor dah cek, mmg tggl tu je lol. 1 klas design, 1 klas process control(cheme) and satu klas chinese calligraphy :D hope all goes well Amin~~

6. other things: less people to crush on. HAHA xleh bla. kalau time seniors tahun lps ada dlu, still ada crush la tp biase2 je skrg (pengakuan2). maybe sbb kita paling tua kat sini so mcm x suke spe2 dah (okay, this is sooo childish!). it struck me that maybe i'm maturing? until some point i kinda have crush on some people younger than me. tp buat2 bese je kot sbb org tu maybe anggap kita mcm kakak die. k dah. will not talk too much about this tettt. why am i so unlucky in love. (oke cheesyyy, byee)

omg less than 120 days (x kira, tp ade kwn kira) nk grad! post ni pn rse mcm panjang gila dah. mcm la ade org baca kn smpi nk pikir pnjg mne nk tulis. hehe ke ada?

and i'm 21 going to be 22 (lama lagi). and still transitioning to adult life. i felt that mcm susa gila nk separatekn rse independent and dependent kt parents sbb lama sgt jauh dgn dorg. mcm time ktorg sama2 x byk. ive been in boarding school since 13. so mcm byk masa teenager jauh ngn parents. tgh pikir mesti pelik time balek msia nnt. lagi2 sulung mcm aku ni. jeng3

k itu mcm update keseluruhan je kot sepanjang maybe 6 months? x igt. hee okay bye! :)

p/s: currently in repeat haha. first time liking something from this band. x igt dgr ktne tp rsenye dlm playlist Syun time ktorg trip and dgr harini sbb tekan link James.