Touch you, ouch! Roma roma maaa ♪

in a relationship, we must have give and take right?

how come when i am in a fight with you, it seems that you put all the blame to me?

im not pointing to one particular person okay,

thats why i dont believe in friends, they come when we're happy

and there's no one to comfort when its tough

if its my blame, talk to me, tell me whats it

dont just kept it yourself, it hurts me a lot..

maybe there's something, yeah something that is wrong with me that i should change

hmm hati ni sakit gila gaduh2 ni

aku paling x suke gado2

the only thing is, slalunya aku yg akan ckp sori dlu

ok itu bende baik, bgusla kn tu?

tp kalu dah slalu sgt pelik lah tu kn?

ape sbb ko jadi kwn aku klu aku je yg asyik kene mengalah?

sampai berhari2 aku tggu, tggu ko ckp ape salah aku

tp last2 aku yg kate sori

aku rase mcm weak gila

sbb ape2 aje aku yg kene mntk maaf dlu

kdg2 tu x snggup dah x ckp lame2, sbb tu kate sori dlu

dlu aku xdela byk ckp cm skrg

ye aku ngaku aku ni budak senyap, budak nerd mne ntah yg org x amek kisah lgsg

tp aku rse bile aku dah berubah ni, xde ape2 len yg berubah

except that im feeling better coz i can speak whats on my mind directly

eee sakitnya hati!! :(

aku patut senyap je lps ni :(((

ok pergi jauh2 ye problem sume2

tgh layan lagu 'I Wanna' by All American Rejects

syok gak ahh

layan~~

and lady gaga new song, Bad Romance

she is totally SICK!

can you hear me?

in love with woo young 2pm..ignore me

watched Beethoven Virus..a drama full of classical music..i know its lame but i still like it ;p

arum daum-beautiful :)

yeah2 i know how people said that i'm a sentimental person...bla lala whatever

huhuhmm this song is so beautiful..even if i didnt search for it lyrics..even i do not know korean

i still love they way the song sounds

1 more week to thanksgiving break..no plan to go anywhere

this friday, i plan to go ice-skating but my friends are still  considering whether they are going or not

i wanna ice-skating so much now cause i never get the chance to ice-skate here in nashville ;)

last night i had a strange dream..slept early and wake up late

what could be better thn that =p rmmbr the guy i mistakenly called in ym not long before?

haaa, he was the main character beside me..i was finding him but i couldnt find him and i was dissapointed..huhu

then this morning after several week of not meeting accidentally, i got a sight of him haha ok cukup xD

feeling so good now after talking to this friend in ym

saje borak2..thats what i need now..because everyday is just the same

he was from the same school as i am but we never talk to each other directly

only in ym..funny right?we havent really got a chance to know each other that time sbb ramai sgt student dlm satu batch tue

btw he's a cool guy..thanks for making my day friend!you'll make a great doctor i'm sure :)

he knows what he wants unlike me, i dont know what i really want in life

i just wish i can play the piano well..it would be great

near perfect 

me..me..and me

its been a long long time since i wrote here aite? manyak bz lorr..bezanya skrg ni

rasa semangat nak belajar tu makin pudar

hmm maybe sbb markah kurg memberangsangkan?mmg aku akui standard kt sini mmg tinggi

dan aku kene kerja kuat kt sini sbb aku bukan genius mcm sesetgh org tu..xpe xyah deny

gunakan lah kelebihan tu seadanya selagi masih ada ;)

bagi org mcm aku, kena 2 kali ganda..maybe ade hikmahnya tp kadang tu rasa kecil sgt

maybe itula ape yg org lain rasa time mase kt skola dlu..maybe Allah nak bg kita rase kegagalan kot..huhu

haih..mcm mana la rupa aku kalau aku jadi doktor?skrg ni bru dpt rse sikit2 la psl engineering

dan engineering ni senang cte agak membosankan ;p

tak ade benda2 baru yg berkaitan dgn sains pon, kerja diorg kira-kira utk dpt ape yg bole bwk keuntungan kt satu company ni ke..kinda~

xleh nak pandang belakang dah ni..cuma rasa minat kt sains tu makin lame makin hilang sbb byk mengira..senang cte aku lg minat sains dari kerja mengira ni

itula update2 yg bole disampaikan..ekeke mane nk cari driving force ek nak bg rajin blaja?

lack of pictures lately, i know

nanti i tangkap lah gamba waktu fall..cantik gile masyaAllah daun2

tp x tersempat nk tgkp

kla klu gue ade mase, gue bilang dlm blog ni yea lain kali..ni pon patotnye tdow

ngantok tp saje curi mase sikit 

bon nuite~

you make me happy :)

ape tandanya kalau kite rarely tegur lelaki tu tp dia tegur kita everytime jumpe?

tegur pulak bukan bende penting pon ;)

due tiga hari ni mmg asyik nmpk die je sbb open house byk time fall break ni

fall break kejap je tp cukup lah kot..nk tggu yg thanksgiving lak

harap2 bole bertahan ye mira! hwaiting! 

ok..tadi sgt malu sbb tercall ym..bengong x?serius x bukak pon ym die

browser aku stuck xleh bukak so aku tekan byk kli..the next thing i know is there is dialing sound in my laptop..huhu cuak gile bile aku nmpk ym org tu

so aku cpt2 tutup..unfortunately voice call x berhenti LOL

aku tgk member aku nye ym je ade so aku cek la..bukan die..habis sape?

huhu skali aku bukak balek ym org tu..the last thing i know is somebody end the call

is it me or him?

haha xD lawak je..xpela accident :p

haritu die beratur kt blkg aku time nk amek mknn..neves gile kot aku smpi nk bukak kasut pon gelabah..satu lg alasan nape gelabah sbb sejuk kt luar..huhu

hari yg satu lg aku serve mknn..die main2 ngn aku time giliran die nk amek mknn

comel je :)

random tp die still comel huhu

xpe kalau die xtaw pon aku suke die sbb yg penting skrg ni stadi huhu

tu laa..kene sentiase remind myself kenape dtg sini..slalu gak rase lost tp kite sndiri yg kene bgn sndiri kan?

>.<

fall break ni x produktif sgt..tp okayla utk hilang stres kejap

kejap je nk skola balek..ohh hectic2 xpe stat blajo skrg..nnt xyah terhegeh2 nk wat hwk bile due date nk dekat..hehe

okay sambung keje ciaoo00..Bon nuite - Good night :)

okey.fanclub leadja sgt cool.maybe i should try?

nahh

fans can be scary ;) but as long as this doesnt hurt anyone..its okay with me =)

but i like their mob! I want Jay back!

Check this out~

Peace ♥

Leadja JAY PARK come back!

Fall Break is coming! and i had nothing fun to do

ive started my fall break and i felt very bored..or can i say 'je suis tres ennuyeux!!'

i should find something to do immmediately or else i could go nuts! while other people struggling for their exams of quizzes or stuff for tomorrow, i actually dont have anything improtant to do this week..should i go to sleep?nahhh its 4.21 pm and i dont really feel like sleeping now. mind you i dont really like sleeping if im not feeling it lol

looking through the window while studying in my room, either people walking to the class or to their dorm, ive seen much. i always thought american will stick with american like malay people do but to my suprise there are three or more couples (ive counted hehe xD) of american and asian. its love between american man and asian girl. how sweet :)

but it will be a mess for a muslim like me i think. but its sweet :)

ive made so many american friends since i came to study abroad but only some of them greeted me this semester. some of them walk past me and didnt greet to me like they always do..but whatever xD

ohh i didnt mention that the classes im taking are all different from my other batch mates right? so basically im on my own right now without other malaysian. i guess this is good but at the same time i feel lonely. its true there are a bunch of americans in my class. but they are not in the 'same head' as me huhu..they had a different lifestyle. ive tried to make conversation but there are less things that we can share.

im missing my  old school days. is it forever that i could be like this?

Muse - New Music - More Music Videos

o yeahh

rase mcm blog ni dibiarkan x berpenghuni la?

ya Allah rase mmg nk break sgt3..sbb sume x tertampung dah sem ni

Alhamdulillah mggu dpn hari kamis ade fall break :)

this break i will not go anywhere kot because mcm2 nk uruskan balek

bilik punggah2 buku x tersusun makanan merate2 lol ;)

mmg penat gile..a +_+

aaaa mcm mne nk tulis bende2 ilmiah sikit ek?

mcm org len nye blog..mcm bes =p

tp aku mmg xde bakat pon nk tulis ape2 hehe

mggu ni mmg paling hectic setakat ni

4 exam seminggu.PERFECT.den hwk yg byk skali dan susa~

ntah mcm mne dlu klu exam byk2 seminggu bole thn lg

skrg ni mmg penat nk mati..tp x mati la haha

yes2 ade open house lg!! makan free yok!!

tp dah xde bju kurg nk pakai laa hehe pakai sweater je bole?

uishh mesti kwn2 kt atas sane dh sejuk gile kan?

sini pon dah terase menggigil huhu

dlm kepenatan study tu adela gak bukak Gossip girl

House and ANTM cycle 13 hehe

hari ni kuar cte ugly betty lak season bru!! you all jgn jeles je xD

and cte korea xkn dilupe ♥

You're Beautiful

terime kasih kerane menceriakan hari2 aku yg dull ini huhu

byk sgt aku merepek dlm blog ni

aku patot stat bwat mende2 berfaedah stat dr skrg

kene matured! dah 19! haha xD tp still mude lagi~

Ciao!

bintang kehidupan

update3..

kebelakangan ni slalu je bukak blogger ni

tp sbb kekurangan idea dalam menulis

maka tak tertulislah ape2 di blog ini

maybe kali ni lagi busy dr sbelumnya

subjek2 yg aku amek kire hebatnya

physic, molecular biology, elementary chemical prosesses, french A dan multivariable calculus

dan yg lebih pasti, tahun2 yg seterusnya pon lg busy dr kli ini

sekarang buku biology dan buku physic lah yg jadi peneman

mggu lps my birthday!

tp same je mcm taun2 lps

teringin nk something more tp sbb dh biase

so hari jadi pon dah x kisah sgt

umo makin meningkat maka ape lg..xleh jadi kanak2

huhu..dah makin tue..x bes lak rse..

and yg makin penting makin dekat kite dgn kematian huhu

hihi tazkirah lak ;p

haa lupe nk bgtaw..cume yg lain sikit tahun ni

sbb budak batch aku buat open house time hari birthday aku :p

soo adela sorg makhluk Allah ni pegi umum kt sume org

termasukla senior2 and junior

uishh malu gile x terhingga sbb die mintak berdiri

waaaa

tp terharu laa..thanks ye kawan!

kawan tu byk tolong aku dlm mcm2 la

tp aku bru dgr cte die pon ade prob gak

tp prob die same ngn aku..so aku xleh nk tlg ape2 =(

nnt aku tlg eh bile aku nye prob dh ok :p

mggu depan ade 4 exam

fuhh jenuh2

bio hari isnin waktu kelas

physic hari rabu mlm

french comprehension khamis time klas

jumaat french oral time klas

kepale rase mcm nk pecah bile fikir bende2 cmni

barula rse betape seksanye amek 18 kredit

sume org ckp bia btol ko mira...nk mati ke?!

ahaha tp xpela kot berkorban semester ni

nanti kurang load time tahun ketiga sbb diorg2 cite lgi susah subjek time tu

kdg2 pikir gak..mcm mne dak medic leh cope ngn bace2 ni..anatomy laa surgery laa huishh

engineering kitorg ni, chemical, lain sikit dr yg other engine (xcep bioenginneering of course la ade bio) sbb kitorg bru taun lps stat ade course requirement biology

mmg sengal la..kan dlm engineering xde bace2 dah kan?

tp tula..kate org atas..chemical engineer skrg ni kene lengkapkn diri ngn semua aspek ilmu

huhuhu..kene pandai as a whole

aishhh susahnye life mcm ni

mkn dgn kwn lame pagi td mmg bwat aku rase hepi

hilang rse stres aku

thank you you young for the awesome poster of FT ISLAND!! kumawo unni!

mmg org kate jgn stadi memanjang..kdg2 kite kene relax

take your own time..mlm ni ade open house!!!!

yeay!!!

smlm pon ade =p

tp bilenye nk stat wat keje ni?haha xD

okeh skrg la kot

hihi kla maw stadi skrg..

xnk procrastinate dh..asyik terkejar2 je

dah la slow learner huhu

mind you..im not a genius mcm org2 len kate

its all hard work you know! =)

thanks for all the wishes kt fb and yg direct2 gak!

sayang korg!

to syanaz my little sis, wish you all the best for pmr nie kay!

best of luck!

maybe i will post in some other time when im free

fall break ke~

so slamat stadi la ye korg! hihi~

ohh and aku ade site baru yg private

haha secret!

i miss my old school life! but you now what?

we just have to move on no matter what~ >.<

just do your best and pray that you'll succeed!

*i need to embed this in my head cause i tend to forget things easily!*

ohh and kenape blog aku ade malware???????? :((( cmne nk bwat ek?

UNIQLO

just found something interesting and cool!

i came across this a friend of a friend blog

www.mynameisamirulamir.tumblr.com

and the song in his blog attracts me

hahah xD lawak kn

but its true..ive seached it everywhere for the link

finally i found it on the calendar

comel gile graphic die!!! omg!

and their clothings are pretty!!

ni link die~

http://www.uniqlo.com/calendar/?cID=KR&aID=SEO

harap2 this weekend byk open house!! =)