ughh geram2
rse nk mencarut pon ade,,astaghfirullah mira,,bwk bersabo
huh
mcm2 mslh dtg bertimpa2

first in the morning r
nga siap2 nk gi klas
tetibe ade ketukan di pintu,,tuk tuk tuk
aku ngn rumet mcm tekejut smbil ckp "sape lak pagi2 nie nk dtg bilik ktorg?"
pastu slalunye aku yg bukak tp rumet aku yg bukak
n then pas bukak tetibe dgr sore sorg boy ni kate "cepat r"
aku pon tekejut sgt2!! yela ni floor prpuan,,len r klu mat saleh
tu normal but ketuk x ckp salam ke ape?
ktorg mmg slalu bukak je
seb bek aku nyorok,,ish
nk tggu,,tggu dpn bgnn r,,x pon kt lobi!!
huh
bad mood pagi tuh nk blaja math
mmg mcm xley nk senyum lgsg pagi tuh
rse nk menyepak je org

n then satu lg situasi
aku paling x ske tggu2 org
xpe klu dye yg ajak
tp ni aku yg ajak
xpe klu org tu mntk tlg
tp ni aku yg mntk tlg

pantang aku ajak pastu org tu kate tggu kejap
pantang aku mntk tlg pastu org tu kate tggu kejap
bukan kejap
tp lame
smpi aku da siap da pon
bukan ape la
tp aku rse mase tu precious
ughh,,saba2
saba sparuh iman

n aku taw aku ni sorg yg impatient,,i admit
tp sume ni sbb aku la yg asyik tggu org dlu
smpi satu tahap aku x ske btol tggu org
huh

letih2~
nk bwat revision chem n physic tp mcm ni lak jadiknye
geram3
saba2 =D

wawawawa
markah math da kuar!!
waghh agak trok r
sume markah trok~

aghh,,cane nk bwat ehh?
i think i did well,,as in pikir positive n confident
sbb dlu pnye exam x pena confident
but at least i try kn?
n aku berjaye abeskn sume soklan dlm exam tu dlm mase singkat,,
xpe,,aku kuat!!
yeah
bole pnye,,but still sedey la,,cket
but i try to avoid okay everyone

i wont let my past semester jadok balek taun nie~

dis thursday ade chemistry
dis friday ade physics!
ganbatte mira!!

word for today>>yappari (saya paham)>>bhs jepun

ive been thinking nk amek bhs jepun lak sbg kos smpingan

antare france n jepun,,korg rse mane bes?
haha ;D

WHAT!!!!
after all that i promised to myself,,why should i felt like this??
ottoke?
okey it started out like this
this morning when i went for breakfast (which is only tuna sandwich,,ughh boring!)
then i saw that guy,,
i promised that i never ever will look at his face again,,ughh
n pretend to look like nothing happen in the past
but..

accidentally i look into the guys face n what?
i tend to forgive people
ughh hate it hate this part
n then i thought "xde pape la tuh..coincident ja"
okey fine
but when he went past me,,usually x tegur
but then die tegur,,like what happens?
mcm aneh but at the same time i felt nasty sbb da promise xnk terjebak lg sem nieh
ugghh
dye mmg player
ughh

ade lg,,mase class satu,,n mase abes sume class satu lg
haihh

hurmm,,ade exam yg maw dikejar..x abes study lg~
sok quiz
luse test
doakan ek~
bru 2 minggu klas da test aiya!

cpt la weekend sbb nk tgk cte Boys Before Flowers!!!
i rekomen u guys sbb klaka!
len cket dr japan version aka Hana Yori Dango n Taiwan version aka Meteor Garden
tp lebey kurg but bes gile

lgu ni pon sgtla bes (ending drama tuh)
k gotta run!!

nk tules satu lg post r arini
aku mmg ske merepek ye dlm blog ni
mintak maap

mmg random r ape aku nk tules ni
xde plan pon
jap agi nk tdo

teringat mase gi florida dlu(haha mcm da lme jek bunyik)
kwn aku ni co pilot yg bagus r,,mmg tere r tgk jln
aku mmg blur gile bab2 ni
mase tu aku teringat kate2 ayah aku
lebey kurg cani r
"mira tgk r ayah bawak kete cane"
"jgn asyik bace komik je, tgk jalan2 nie,,ingat"
"jgn termenung je"
"bace geografi"

haha,,aku pon kate r
"ala ayah,,malas r"
"x bes r"
n sewaktu ngnnyee
hehe

mmg totally ignorant r sbb aku x nmpk faedah dye dlu
ish3 skrg bru rse..

itu satu bende
kedue,,aku slalu rse mcm xde ape kelebihan pon kt aku
i had such a low esteem mase dlu smpi ade satu mase dlu,,aku x tgk muke lelaki pon
n ade tuh saye x pena tgk mate org mase ckp2 smpi la saye form 3 kot
bukan ape,,sbb bile nk bwat satu mende je,,mesti ade org yg lg talented
cth sport n ape2 pertandingan
n mmg rse sampai skrg,,my social life pon walaupon dah changed
tp still rse kekurgn
but ade terbace la satu post ni kt blog org
dye kate dye pon cm aku
but dye pikir mesti ade hikmah tuhan bwat org tu ordinary je,,utk bantu org yg extraordinary
lebey kurg cmtu ahh
saye ni kurg pandai nk explain,,hehe
so saye positive kn diri skrg nie,,n harap2 dpt kekal utk bersederhane shje la
sambil usaha nk improve kn diri
hehe
tp mmg tabik r kt org pnye blog tuh sbb dye ade pendirian,,aku?
still terhuyung hayang,,but i will n shall improve on it
=D

ahh sedapnye peluk stitch nie
hehe
hmm da lupe la ape nk tules lg
len kli je kot
yeah
mase utk tdo
sok ade physic lab
first lab
x bape ske r lab
sbb slalu lmbt bwat~
sigh~
hope it'll be fine~

serious shitt!!
i knew it~
i know i should have believe my instinct
it was right all over,,,that,,that.....
i have nothing much to say
i just wont care anymore
i will care for myself right now,,should be...
slalu sgt jadi mcm ni...terpakse beralah n bwat2 muke
i know im a great actor,,,it must be
bcoz people did at my face that time
n after that tny x rse ape2 ke?
but da slalu jadi cani,,jadi lali r
but i will not forget,,bukan x pena cbe lupe,,tp its just me
susa nk lupe
bukan salah org tu,,but bile jadi cani,,aku slalu jadi mangse
jadi mangse ke?xtaw nk describe cane
xnk cte cni,,bia simpan aje

n slalu aje aku jage hati org,,but org len x jage hati aku
smpi aku jadi emo trok cani
i know that i let myself like this,,ckp je mara kt org
tp jap agi da lupe bile org tu da baek ngn kte
tp bile org tu bwat lg skali,,mule balek sakit hati
n it repeats n repeats,,until now

kejadian yg same but other people in my life
senang sgt ke aku jadi mangse?

k nk bwat hwk MP
kk
daa~
geram2,,dush2

tipulah klu aku kate aku x jeles
sbb tu aku bwat2 muke je
one reason sbb xnk bg sedey,,,
one lg reason sbb xnk org taw aku sedey,,,
one lg reason sbb xnk org tu rse bersalah,,,

hehe xnk gitaw~
n klu taw senyap2 aja ya~

things my heart used to know,,things that yearns to remember :)

cite ni tgk balek n mmg cte ni byk affects idop aku mase kecik
smpi aku nangis bile cd cte ni hilang dlu,,cri byk kli kot smpi aku masok skola menengah,,,

ensem3!!omg~

hey guys
guess now i have to look for a time to blog right now~
will be bz again sigh~
smlm was my first day of school n it was hectic
iyela,,5 klas sehari mne x nye
tp jgn bimbang,,bukan tiap2 hari,,isnin rabu n jumaat je
selase n kames ade lab n recitation je
okey r tp agk imbalanced tp nk bwat cane kn,,prof yg aku mintak tu org kate bes
alhamdullillah ape yg aku susun jadual tuh majority dpt

x bz lg sbb sempat lgik tgk epsd bru gossip girl!
waaa chuck bass n blair so sweet!! =) suke2
n skali lg i forgot nk amek gamba hari petame nie,,isk3 da igt da mlm tuh

hari tu stat ngn klas math kol 9
ramai gile dak melayu,,huhu sume amek klas kol 9,,mcm kampung r sng cte
n i see someone yg saye nk gelarkn C,, x sngke same klas lagik
pakai bju stripe plak tuh,,but itu kisah dlu

klas math ok lg
physic pon sme
tp stat chem jek,,n CS gile ahh ngantok,,cane nk klas nnt nie bile da intensif sigh~
nothing much happen laa n xnk cte panjang2
malas n nk tdo nie,, lol

cume nk cte satu jek,,smlm pas abes klas gi mkn la
tp sorg2 sbb x jmpe pon org len,,mkn kt Rand
ternmpk P,,hmm tros cuak2,,dye nga mkn ngn 2 org kwn dye
bwat2 x nmpk r ape agi
pastu teringat nk beli buku n lip balm so gi bookstore
mase nga beratur nk byr tuh tnmpk lak P ni bru masok,,haih npe masok sini,,huaaa
i got butterfly ohh mase tuhh~
abes byr nk kuar terserempak ngn dye n i speechless lak ms tuh
patotnye aku patot rse cm bese sbb dye kwn je
sore aku cm x dgr sgt lak
ish3
mira,,ape lg niee?
so i decided not to tell anyone who is P
hehe,,xnk jadik cm cte lame lg~
arini nmpk dye lg,,i guess kene bwat xde prasaan la kott skrg nie
n btw i dah janji kt myself yg nk focus gile2,,work hard gile2
nk tebos balek ape yg silap dlu,,,
n guess wat?aku rse gembire mcm dlu daa sbb i try to dont care if anyone x ske aku ke ape ke
n it works!!
sgt hepi!!
skrg nie sbnrnye sedang layan cte bwh nie
korean version of Meteor garden(taiwan) n Hana Yori(jepun),,boys b4 flowers~
not bad for a start,,bes2

k nk tito dlu,,pastu hwk,,
daa~
new hope for dis new sem-hafiz
yepp yepp =D

i felt lost in the middle of nowhere~
what??i put so much effort to be a different person than b4 dat was much painer
n S came n blew it away
S overshadows me in every way but i dont know why i still care for A as a friend

i remember tht other day when another friend says that i see u as someone who cares much about what other people think
i admit it,,the feeling still lingers around me but how to buang it jauh2 sgtla payah
bebrape hari lps after vacation from florida,,mood saye trus berubah
dats why i dont like to go back here bcoz it wont do much for me
i dont like the same routine
my first new year days was a disaster,,imagine how my year would be
x bwat pon plan for my new year resolution
roughly adela

but i dont get it,,nothing much to say
i dont blame anyone n i pray that i can be a better person more or less in this new year!!!
Happy New Year everyone!! =)

*sedang melayan due lagu bru nie*

its a happy new year!!
happening gile kt disneyland when ktorg tggu detik 12 o clock
cam cantik gile kot!! =)
hepi2 sbb dpt rse mende2 cmtuh
mase lps 12 o clock tuh,,ade cm menari2 cket
mmg bes r
syok gile n aku rse release sgt3!!!
although aku sesat x jmpe kwn2 len sbb aku merayau jap gi beli souvenir
pastuh kol 11.30 mlm tu brula kuar
soo,,pe lg berhimpit bagai nk rak ngn org ramai
cm dlm hati kate,,banyak gile manusia!!
aghh,,tensen2~
hari2 sblm ni x smpt nk tules blog sbb mmg bz jalan2 n penat gegile
tp gi miami dpt mandi beach la,,pastu shopping lg r
haih aku rse byk gile blanje nieh,,tp x smpi lebey budjet r,,fuhh seb bek =p

gi miami agk bosan sbb beach je yg bes
disneyland bes tp cm ramai sgt org coz nk hepi new year kn,,lemas pon ade
ktorg cm x pegi sume sbb x smpt,,tp enjoy je tym tu,,so worth it laa
hari nie lak gi busch gardens,,
bes gile!! sbb x ramai org lgsg,,cm x caye pon ade
yela,,smlm pnye r susa nk men mcm2
skali arini cm rilek gile je
cm dlm 1 jam tuh dpt men 3 roller coaster je kot
oops lpe nk gitaw,,busch gardens nie tmpt cm byk roller coaster
gile immune mase nek roller coaster kt sini smpi ade tu rse dah x bes sbb pena maen
hahaha
sume muke bosan je

sok as in arini r sbnrnye nk gi skycoaster,,
gile takot tp nk cube~
cane ek?nga pikir lg nie,,
tp nie pluang skali je~
k r
gamba nnt aku upload
daa~

update simple jee,,
yesterday mmg penat sgt smpi balek bilik hotel je tros tdo,,

x tahan giler r tym tu
yela,,hari kedue kt universal tu plak kt adventure park
soo byk yg extreme la
penat jalan(besar gile ohh)+penat jerit(gile pnye roller coaster ride)+penat mental(asyik set mind kuat aje)
huhu,,byk mende nk tules smlm but dah lupe
yg ni lg bes dri hari yg b4 nie,,so 5 star for this
aku da slalu nek roller coaster so mcm dah x rse pape
tp ade satu ni dueling dragon,,fuhh floorless
bes gile!!
cun habes~
mcm sakit tekak bile abes maen
bykla yg bes,,smpi basah2 lg tu,,igt xnk basah
pastu yg paling byk kene basah smlm,,mimi,dayana n shah
mmg kesian gile r dorg tue

n then hari nie,,igt nk mandi manda kt aquatica
sbb plan nk gi seaworld n aquatica aritu bcoz mende tuh dkt je
tp sbb tiket ni unlimited pass for 14 days n ky seaworld ni ade byk show
so len kli je gi aquatica
tp mmg seaworld x bes la
dye mcm boring cket n agak x tratur mcm kt universal
tmpt bes cume Kraken n journey to Atlantis sbb mcm men roller coaster
tp ktorg tgk syamu(btol x ejaan dye?) n sea lion,,sea lion bes gile
comel sgt2
yg syamu tu okie r although cm agk bosan cket
tp worth it

haa,,hari nie ktorg nk gi miami kejap
isnin balek
3 jam perjalanan pergi
x sabo nk tgk sne pulak
kla
daa~