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Its Spring Time!! yeayy i love spring too..not too hot nor too cold :)

and its 2 weeks before Spring Break!! cant wait for Muse :D

and Asian New Year Festival 2010 yesterday, was awesome with great performances by fellow seniors, juniors and freshman too~

too bad none of the sophomores participate though, if not it would make yesterday's anyf complete 

next time maybe? :) byk lagi mase kann nk spent kt vandy tercinta..

but i kinda agree that anyf yesterday was empty, the atmosphere was different than when i were a freshman..

cepatlah summer, cepatla masok duit, cepatla dpt beli camera baru :D

ops tp seniors nk grad time tu, and everything will be different again, and again, sure there's challenges ahead but i'll be bold for that ahah

"Do it and dare" 

and let the flowers bloom! :))

p/s: duhhh malas gile nk buat omwek ni..

i like this layout!

new layout! hehe what do you think about it? :D

comments2  sgt2 dialu-alukan ;)

this week same je mcm all other previous week huhu except that i have 2 exams and 1 practice exam yg mcm ***** haha

still x suke subjek chemE haha..xtaw mcm mne nk bg minat..cane la nk survive ni hakhak

updated:

*Your Vanderbilt diploma will have the following latin honors if you CGPA is with the given range per the table below.

Remember, when you walk across the stage to get your diploma, your name will be announced with your latin honor.

For example:
John Doe, summa cum laude (friends and family will cheer)

No latin honors :( if < 3.500 (your parents will be embarrased during the graduation ceremony, especially when everyone else is having a latin title announced)
Cum laude if > = 3.500 and < 3.730
Magna cum laude if > = 3.730 and < 3.860
SUMMA CUM LAUDE if > = 3.860 (roughly equivalent to FIRST CLASS HONORS in the British system)

Study hard. Everyone has the ability to get SUMMA CUM LAUDE.

All the best, Doc V.*

now thats gonna make my life more easier!!!#$%@^@%^@%&!*&!

gosh i hate PRESSURE!!(sebut dgn penuh attitude please xD)

before emel ni kluar pon mmg pressure membuak2

you know how 'hate' is a powerful word right? yeah i HATE

i dont care if ade spy2 bace ke ape...its my blog, deal with it!

cant we just live happily without pressure?

pastu is it weird kalau skrg ni i didnt feel anything time nk dkt exam?

i mean xde perasaan nervous pon and buat mcm yg mane boleh aje? 

its like a different me than when i am in high school T_T

cause i dont see any good things lie ahead 

i know, im like a pessisimist..ahhh buang2..kene optimist :)

but its like very hard to be positive if you always fail to do better :(

and today tetibe rase TA mat saleh yg muke cm geek tu comel :D

haha mcm mne ntah rase die comel aku pon xtaw

esok pegi tgk concert instrumental yg ade piano string sume tu kt blair

sabtu lak anyf! cool gile this week..at least boleh buat aku lupekan hal akademik although sekejap je ;p

V-day(?) and my sis Birthday~! and good luck yana!

Its V-day. and its my sister's birthday today! Happy Birthday! she is now 16! sweet sixteen! haha

tp xdela sweet mne pon eheh

my family went to karaoke smlm n i cannot go :( huhu

have a great year Syanaz!~ and iPhone??? haha still considering it..xde duit skrg ni

urm, im happy that day, he finally smiles at me! ♪

i think he notices me ahaha secret crush

what day? xleh bgtaw la beb :P secrets will not be secrets anymore if i talk too much

but he is a cute guy

aww i miss ijaaa..or yana or laila or az or many more that i know very well those happy days

i am really content right now but its not the same feeling taw x

yana probably dah smpi kt Australia! im soo happy for her! good luck dear! i know u can do it~ ehehe mcm dlu2 kannn ♥

KacangMateHitam

Quick post,

Black Eyed Peas concert was fabulously aweeesomeeee!!

opening by ____(xtaw sape) ngn ludacris was meehhhhh..but BEP rocks it!

yes, ive seen them live and yes i enjoyed myself heee :D

no pictures my me cause i didnt bring my camera sbb makan bateri

but i take some pics using my roommates iphone! unfortunately iphone camera cannot zoom =_='

pics on my facebook if you wanna see, nnt ade org tag ke

gosh really2 rase nk beli camera baru yg leh tahan lame, x kesah yg biase ke tp cantik gamba

i love yesterday! awesome!

volley go!

if i remember correctly, the last time ive played volleyball and joined anything other than academics is early last year and that was when seniors is present..time tu aku freshman 

and aku lagi hepi time dr skrg tu walaupon study x bape elok..skrg pon masih x ok cume naik sikit

aku taw certain org dr vandy ade follow aku anonymously so nk ckp kt sini pon susah gak..so skrg ni mcm pikir its not a good idea to have a blog when other people know your blog haih

time dlu2 mmg bes..aku pon x sure kenape..sbb jadi freshman kot?tumpuan lg byk kt freshman la kn hihi..

time mule2 nk masok tu rase mcm nk dtg sini nk try mcm2 although aku ni bukan la tere mane pon bab2 sukan ke preforming ke..sbb org len lg tere laa but aku suke mende2 cmtuh

xkn la asyik nk stadi je kn..boring la idop cmtu..all work n no play makes jack a dull boy huhu

sometime tu mmg la hepi bukak internet je everytime tp rase lifeless kot haha xD

teringat time freshman, time tu ade ashwaq, abal, hubab kurus xD, baba, arep n adela senior yg kdg2 tunjuk muke nk main..dorg mmg tere and mmg baik ngn aku

isk2 rindu2..time tu aku ngn batch aku x rapat sbb mmg xleh masuk ngn dorg...tp dorg baik ngn aku la..cume ktorg mmg x satu kpale and to make matters worse i am stubborn hehe sapela nk tahan..

time tu gak aku masuk asian festival tmpt aku..time tu ade hanum, ju, fish, masita, mia

and dorg mmg rock!! mmg time tu klu aku x masuk mmg naik gile kot aku dok bilik huhu

rumet time tu suke berkepit ngn bf die..OppSS!! did i just say that?

things are better before, why did i feel something empty inside?

td sbnrnye main volley, haih xkn same mcm dlu tp at least know i love to play :D

cume kurg bes sbb byk lelaki laa tp huhu

klu dlu proportion same byk..taun ni byk laki2 lak actually np with me tp awkward sikit la huhu

tambah2 dah lame gile x main..setahun dlu kot beb aiyaa

sbb xde org yg smgt nk main tu la sbb tu court x penuh 

so mmg post ni berisi luahan hati, dah setahun dah aku rase cmni after balek dr msia

time tu bulan jun and aku dpt rase ade perbezaan kt vandy..rase boring..its not gonna be the same..sunyi

The Significant Other

Anyeong korg~

lama kite x ketemu kan?hihi alasan sibuk memanjang heee

hmm let see dah nk masuk 3 minggu since aku stat sem baru ni...

mula2 stat okay gak..tp stat ade satu hari tu tros habis..aku jadi pemalas balek

haih nape susa nk jadi rajin cm dlu ni..haha xD dlu mmg sgt2 rajin sbb xtaw nk wat ape

mentang2 dah ade internet..haiyaa :D

okay bukan nk cte tu sbnrnya, tp nk cte ni..

tadi ade kwn chat kt fesbuk, kwn 5 tahun x jmpe agaknye..lame kan?

sambil tu kakak sedare yg aku rapat, kak akma pon ym aku

aku ni bukan slalu ade org ym dlu

then bru nk stat hwk..dorg ym..xpe2 dah lame x ckp2

dua2 tny khabar sume etc2 sampai satu isu ni naik..tipikal perempuan ngehe :D

isu ade pakwe ke tidak...and stakat ni xde dan x penah ade

x rase something tu tipulaa..aku pon prpuan..

sometime bile tgk ramai kwn sebaye dah ade someone special..adela sikit rase x bes

sbb time tu stat fikir mcm2 yg buat sakit hati je bile pikir :[

hahaa every perempuan akan rase gini kalau she's in my shoe except for some people

but dari pikir itu sume baik aku buat bende berfaedah kan..

cume usia dah nk menjejak 20 tp blum lagi ade the first one ekeke haih jiwa muda remaje ni =_='

heee bila la time aku ek? haha its okay to dream kn?haha xD

kdg2 rase lelaki ni sng je cari prpuan..tup2 dah ade tp prpuan..?? i leave it to you..

anyways..my friend ni cerita laa yg that special someone tu bgtaw

kalau jmpe org len selain die sementara tggu die, die rela..so kwn aku ni sedih laa

dorg ni long distance relationship..and im pretty sure its hard keeping up with each other often,kan best friend? dari form 3 beb dorg ni!! lame gile kan? mmg setia habis

kwn aku ni ramai peminat..beze dari aku...aku x kesah tp kdg2 aku rse aku dlm denial lak

mmg kesah tp bwat2 x kesah haha sbb die best friend

dari dlu smpi sekarang kot..sbb td bru die cte kt aku ade org ade ajak die couple

tp die reject..2,3 org rsenye...dahsyatkn?hehe at least for me :D die pon penin

so i dont know whether i should be thankful or not for not having this kind of problem huhu

my cousin ni lak sama nasib ngn aku. hehe

so ktorg pon ngam ah cte psl bende2 ni 

ok2 so kirenye penat gak ah bile org tny, xde bf ke sbb buat org teringat je then sakit hati lol

aku xde ape2 la *still keeping myself positive*

ngeh3...

pagi tadi ade satu bende jadi yg mmg aku dh predict akn jadi sbb aku punya instinct *cewahh*

instinct aku slalunye btol..lagi2 hal2 org couple ni

haha..mmg aku dpt rse ade ape2 before org len taw

tp x kompem so aku x cte kt org..bwat ape bgtaw klu x btol kn

tp arini aku rse loser gile..*ok suke gne perkataan loser >.<*

aku ternampak sorg ni ngn sorg ni cm lg rapat dr biase

sorg ni gf kwn aku kt tgb..sorg ni kwn aku same batch

aku mcm dah nk mengadap dorg dh time tu tp aku pusing instantaneously wakaka

mmg obvious tp aku still wat muke straight haha i hope they didnt notice that

then balek bilik kirenye nk share kt rumet (kantoi kaki gosip)

skali die kate igt aku dh taw..haha die dh lame taw

agh nape aku org yg xtaw..slalunye aku yg bgtaw news sekeliling huhu

skrg ni rse mcm katak bwh tempurung jaa

k..tu je beb

chiao!! anyeong~ ^.^

XOXO

forgotten season

dunia ni kecik rupenyel...at least bg aku cause secrets are everywhere :|

blog ni dh jadi asing bagi aku..

dlu tmpt ni la aku cerite semua bende yg aku rse nk ceritakan

skrg ni kene tapis yg buat aku rase tersekat terlekat tersangkut, you name it..

having feeling is distracting, and not having it is also distracting

x phm? huhu xyah la phm 

kalau kite ckp pon, bukan nye jadi ape

kalau x ckp, buat sakit hati sndiri

mungkin silent is a better treatment after all

people say college years are the most important years in a humans life and i agree 

lupekan sume itu

lets move on ya ^_^  esok start my 4th sem aka 2nd half sophomore year ;p

oh no nk masuk third year dh??wutt? hihi wlpn rse tue kene mindset still rse mude ni 

this sem amek 17 hours..too much?

probably..but im thinking of making some course to be pass fail 

sbnrnye cuak ni takot mule2 je ok last2 jadi cm dlu..

but u know what? lets think for the present kan

my schedule:

MWF-Differential eq, thermo, music on wed only, orgo lab on monday only

TR-orgo, cheme modelling, social psycology

lets pray for the best and starts strong! aja! :) im a strong person~

p/s:forgotten season tu lagu DBSK..syok gile lgu ni

p/s2: mne nk cari gambo2 cantik eh nk letak dlm blogger? sape reti gne tumblr?

snowy snow

sem 4 dah nk masuk dah ni rabu ni *cuak panik*
ade satu mlm tu, lps aku ngn aishah keje (ok actually ponteng keje separuh hari huhu)..
ktorg gi walmart ngn KA and freshies..penting ni sbb tu ponteng hihi
bajet2 nk belanje 20 je..sikit lg nk lebih bajet..fuhh
then KA tny nk bawak van x arini kt aku? aku on aje..then aku ny echa..jom la bwk van
mule2 die xnk sbb takot..1st time bwk van
KA ckp nk bwk aku buat permit aka test komp khamis tu smbil blaja2 sndiri bwk kete
dlu aku da ade lesen kete dah kt msia :))
so mcm taw sikit2 basic die..pusing kanan kire brek laju sume pndi dah
tp nk kasi cun lg la kot sbb dah berkarat da x bwk kete lgsg lps dpt gi sini
oh ya aku igt xnk blaja kete kt sini tp bile igt aku dah kongsi share van ngn org
baik aku yg bwk van tu dr org len gne kn?



mmg feeling bwk kete tu mmg bes :D suke gile sbb rase kite ni in control of the car
then tgh2 ktorg nk blaja kt tempat parking mlm tu
tetibe je ade lampu biru ngn kuning kot menyilaukn mate ktorg
aiyoyo polis ke?? aku dok blakang ni buat muke x bersalah r ape lg
xkn nk buat muke cuak lg la nmpk bersalah kn walaupon cm cuak gile dlm ati
3 kete polis lak tuh..ktorg yg x buat ape2 mcm blur gile ape yg jadi time tu
pastu polis pompuan tu kuar tny ktorg "are you lost?" ngn "we have a report that your vehicle is suspicious" ktorg ckp ah ktorg nk blaja je pastu die kate kt member die " its just our student learning how to drive"

haiyaaa cuak gilee..aishah r paling cuak sbb die driver time tu hahaha
KA yg slalu cool pon cuak sikit..
mmg x ble blaa..experience tuh ekekkee



rabu mlm tu aku stadi utk permit..aishah pon same..
ktorg dekat je bilik so mcm kongsi buku same2..aku yg dah muak nk bace psl rules2 ni
mmg bace sikit gile cume tekan kn sikit kot psl DUI-alcohol related problems
kt msia x tekankn sgt kut..
klu fail aku x amek dh kot ni haha sbb mcm lmbt je nk amek lesen
fail sini byr die x mahal 2 dollar je huhuhu
kamis tu aka 7hb jan, aku da siap2 nk gi awl pagi2 tp ade org tu janji x tepati
klu nk cancel pagi pon bgtaw la dlu..mmg berharap buat test ni cepat2..
lagi satu klu aku x online ym, aku xde la tu so cara lain nk kontek aku adalah telefon aku
buat ape aku bg klu aku x gne...=_=' stat la mood aku x baik
nk stadi lg mood hilang..mmg sakit hati la..why x call?



time tu snow first time dlm winter kali ni turun :)
mood x baik bertukar jd biase balek..
yes salji turun akhirnye..cume nk tggu lebat je..rsenye susa kot nk lebat sbb slalunye time semester, salji xde lak..time americans xde snow trun lak huhu
pegila main snow2 tu
antare gamba2 bes main snow..b4 test and after test (pegi rec exercise XD)

lps puas main snow yg tebalnye x seberape tp aku bersyukur je, aku ngn aishah pon siap2 bace last minit b4 gi wat test tu..

mood aku kembali buruk time tu sbb nnt kene jmpe die gak..

sbb mood tu jugak la aku cuak nk wat test ni sbb aku tau klu mood x baik ni

x elok aku wat exam ke ape..cuak ah sbb x pandai nk control mood ni

slalunye klu aku mara ni aku ade care nk lpskn..tp kali ni aku try senyap

x ckp ape2 spnjg perjalanan..org kate diam itu lebih baik..

pastu buatla ape yg sepatutnye dgn hati yg tenang tnpe rush2..

tp ade org kate aku wat test tu jap je..aku rse mcm aku mkn mase lame je haha

time tu aku salah 3 dari 30..mmg x sngke tp bole pikir logic kot mende ni

lgpon aku da penat2 wat test kt msia dlu kn hihi

syukur2 

ni bru permit ye korg..lesen klu bole nk amek skrg tp mcm xde mase je

sbb klas nk stat rabu ni :|

ni la gamba permit aku..haha muke buruk kot ni aiyaark XD

ok chow dlu people~

Greetings 2010!

Hi 2010!!
im hoping for a good one for this year
i had a feeling..(that tonites gonna be a good night ..lol) that this year will be better that the previous years..
at least i hope so ;)

that new years eve, i didnt actually plan anything sbb nk tgk countdown x pandai bwk kete lagi
so i thought it would be nice watching movies or something to do in my room
(everyday mcm tuu kot)

pastu mia ngn acap ngn noel ajak tgk countdown sbb nashville have this guitar dropping thingy
last2 dorg lupa nk bgtaw aku x jadi..hampeh =_=''
seb bek i call them before countdown

then tny my batch, ade sape2 nk pegi x
seperti biase aku dpt agak yg dorg either malas atau x berminat huhu
so im stuck kt my room and i hate terperap dlm bilik buat benda same aje
then i ask mimi and she said they will go by walking with some friends
so i said ok np with walking as long as i go out :)

then time aku dah siap sume pastu turun kt tmpt dorg soh jmpe tu
dorg dah blah dlu..agak keciwa kt situ gak tp still control sbb new year beb
xleh panas2 hihi..pastu stat pikir baik2 la maybe dorg takot lmbt sgt smpi
sbb jalan jauh gak ah

aku pon ngn perasaan keciwanye balek bilik tp stop kt depan bgnn coz nmpk kereta2
xtaw la kete sape tp mcm nk berjalan gi tgk countdown..
aku usha la sape..skali fish rupenye!! REZEKI!!
mony pon ajak ah aku pegi skali mmg x smpt keciwa habis la hihihi

tp kitorg lmbt smpi gak..parking x jmpe n ramai gile org kt situu
lgpn dak laki yg ikot mengalahkn prepuan nk siap haha lmbt gile siap
smpi sane, lari punyela gile haha tp x sngke lak aku lari laju agaggaa :D
ok2 dah xnk merepek haa ni gamba2 download kt fb mony
kamera aku tertggl kt kete mony mase balek so x dpt nk upload lagi gamba aku..
HAPPY NEW YEAR FRIENDS!!












ill upload my pictures later kay!
btw apesal sume org tulis status xnk jadi 20 hahaa sbb aku blom lg 20 (bday lame lagi kn hihi)
anyways we all kene muda di hati walaupon dah masok angke 2 lol
tenks mony fish lilo aini for the ride and the awesome night!
ade video gak time tu kt facebook la tp

bo peep bo peep ah!! ngehehe