kadang2 kn..bile pikir2
ape yg bwat aku jadik cmni yek?
camni tuh as in result x bape okey..jadi xley pokus..
jadi cm emo..
emo tu la yg x ble bla..

bile tgk balek..bru sedar beberape hari ni
rupenye i have a prob that i get easily distracted sooo much,,
i get easily affected by people,,maybe
tu la psl
xtaw nk bwat cane,,any idea korg2?

aku teringat mase mule2 dtg dlu,,
mmg full of spirit r kirenye,,
nk jadi org successful utk parents
aku taw dorg byk bwat mcm2 utk aku
backing la ape la,,
i admit that kdg2 tu tensen gak sbb pressure dri org len
tp mende baek kn,,
tu r
rse sedey bile pikir parents
miss my family,,isk2 tetibe rindu kt malaysia lak

mule2 tuh aku rse aku byk tny kt klas,,
cm kire active r
sbb aku nk mule idop baru
kirenye xnk jadi pasif lg,,i hate mse skola rendah dlu sbb pasif ni la
x ske org tgk kite ni lemah,,yela cket2 nanges
bukan ape,,itu jela care nk lps geram selain marah directly
tp kesan dye affect smpi skrg,,

all da while,,i let myself drowning,,
i let myself to fall in someone again,,kenape aku sng sgt fall?
kdg2 i hate myself sbb tuh,,sbb tu x focus sgt tym klas
seakan x dtg kot
nape aku cani!!

so i decided,,that i will not let myself fall into anyone mcm tu je,,
Allah the almighty,,i wanted to clear myself from that sort of thing,,
let me be myself,,
huhu
hope dat this final can go on smoothly,,

n next year will be a good start for me,,(please avoid me from that somebody)
insyaallah,,

i hope dis winter break to Florida will clear my mind somewhat,,
i want to be free!!!!

ps: pray for me for the FINAL nie ye!! thanx gile2 kwn2 =)