ive lost my balance

could i get it again?

could i or could i not?

im afraid

im lost

is my doing right or wrong

i really dont know

i hate myself now

but no..im not emo now

i promised myself

its just i dont know how

while getting one thing..i lost one thing

i felt useless

like i couldnt take control of my life

i really dont know

i lost it n i wanna gain it again

i thought i had bury the past behind me

but no..i just keep it aside

bukan itu yg ku mahu

im afraid of the future ahead of me

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once used to have problems with her social life

now had prob with her academics

i hate my past

go away you Past

go far far away

i dont wanna c u again

thx frens

i could not name all of u

ija..lela..az..bella..mimi..kak pah..fiza..

i know u all have been helping me with my confidence

but i kept doubting myself all over again when i got problems

i need inspiration

where can i get it

:)