apekah, siapekah, di manekah, bagaimanekah, bilekah, mengapekah?
hehe
tetibe kuar idea ni pagi ni..if u want to be precise, my thoughts
mende ni slalu aku pikir
yelah..bile mood x bek tuh..mulelah pikiran menerawang mcm2
kdg2 tuh people see me as a person yg mcm fokus n rajin..
padehal..pikiran jauh je..tp mase nga termenung tuh..mmg struggle la nk pokus
xde la bio je..
back to the point..
cani..nga syok2 layan fb tenampk la status dak ni
"i have many friends yet i have none"
dari kecik smpi skrg..famili aku slalu pindah rumah
n sekaligus aku pon slalu pindah skola..
n sbb itu aku byk kwn..
my circle of friends are large and diverse
i dunno if im happy or just pretending to be happy
deep down rase mcm loser jek
xde ahh smpi cmtuh
dlu klu ade mslh aku x cte kt sape2 pon xcep ayah aku
yela..sbb xde kwn bek
skrg ade ape2 jek nk cte kt ayah segan cket la sbb da bsr
n x pendam dah cume men bantai je cte kt org smpi aku rse sume org taw rhsie aku
*xcep adela cket tuh..hehe =p*
sooo...skrg ni nk limit kwn lah
xnk kwn org sembarangan..org len x sakit
aku yg sakit
some things are not happen to be what we want..right?
kdg2 la..aku rse jeles ngn org len but i deny it in my heart
i tell myself..tu dorg aku laen
sometimes i felt that i have nothing to be proud of whatsoever (bukan x bersyukur ek)
but i guess i have to accept this and believe that i can be happy
im happy on the outside..but the inside..no one knows~
maybe im cold?
that i felt that couldnt connect with people well and have bestest frens?
i am lost..but i still can take control on everything else
xcep my heart does not feeling well
oh well..ill be patient..maybe
neway..classes will ended 3 weeks from now!!
youhuuuuuuuuuuuu!!!
but till then..i still have to struggle for my exams n final exam!!!
huh huh huh...kejar!!! O_o
LoL
*Ya Allah..aku amat berharap yang aku dapat bertemu dgn sahabat sejati, bukan rakan, bukan kawan dan bukan kenalan. dan cukuplah dengan kawan yg ada..aku amat bersyukur dgn kwn yg ada skrg ni..Amin~*
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