*entry personal. xnk bace xpe. my blog my way.*
no matter what it is, its really a hard thing to defend ourselves.
mcm x aci je kalau kite jage hati org, tp org x jage hati kite lgsg. i tried and boom!
i cannot stand it anymore. it really is not me to always be the girl who thinks everything is okay..*she thinks she is but she's wrong* okay maybe x paham. sigh. ape nk buat
i tried hard enough to be considerate but i still couldnt stand it. i just need time to recover. dont talk to me. sorry :(
i barely get angry, not because im not, but i dont want to. i prefer to be the one to surrender. not because im losing but i know someone has to stop this. now everything is getting on my nerve. im not mad at anyone. im just a little tired holding up to myself. "x ape" is the word i always say to assure everyone and myself that im okay. but its not.
i know somebody's out there mesti ade yg mslh lg trok dr aku. i kept saying nothing's gonna affect me. it does unfortunately. pffttttt
slalu sakit hati kt tmpt salah. huhu
okay dah merepek. okay lega cket.
edited: org x geram psl mende tu. org geram psl perangai kau tuh. if u r reading this.
bye2
4 comments:
who? me? tp ak da lama xckp dgn ko still ade possibity takk
haha not u. dun worry. ko oke lg..masih selamat..kire leh x slmt r kah3
cmne weh nk hati keras cm ko haha. ko nmpk tough wakaka *cant believe*
i mightve not known you as long as your other friends did, but i know you enough to know that you r a strong and easy-goin girl. everything is like simple and fun for you(thts wht i see), but i always knew theres a tired-self of you,sumwhere.
give it a rest,honey.u cant be okay all the time^^ur a human, and its human things to get hurt and angry and eventually over it^^
p/s:i tottaallyy agree with you, thruout the entry. ^_~
woyhhh ak rse bangga gile, fes time org puji flaw ak kah3.
tp ak kdg2 lyn ko mcm smpah gak. kalo org rpat2 dgn ak sllunye ak lyn mcm smpah, lily njiah sume ctoh trbaik ak lyn teruk lol.. =,= so gomen ne..nak ubah susah, there's a story behind it weewitt.
nak hati keras? kdg2 lu kne luah gk ape lu rsa, bru org thu. gua dlu mcm tu aa, tp skrg gua cntrol skit, sbb gua da mtang, die nk luah2 kne berpadan, ni nk luah over bnde kecik mmg nk kne belasah aa. =P
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