Gahhhhhh

i totally forgot to wish my brother at 12 am

huhu

but actually remembered it at about 11pm i think

nahhh..forget bout it..x tepat2 pon still pagi2 bute wish kn?hikhik

found this video..pretty cute.pretty hilarious hahaha

imran!! aaa lame x jmpee

huhu

nnt jmpelah jumaat nieh

neway HAPPY 12 TH BIRTHDAY!!!

im jgn nakal2 taw

waaaaaaaaaaaa

exam aku...T_T

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but im determined..sophomore nnt i will be better

with new confidence n hope..InsyaAllah ill be better Ameen~

uh ohh ade 3 tag yg x langsai

aaaaa mlsnye nk bwat LOL

dah la x packing lg..sok kol 7pm nk btolak

waaaaaaaa..kemas bilik pon x

haih

exam punye psl..haha

bie sepah je salahkn exam..

lame gile x bukak blog

rse nk tulis tp cm ngantok skrg

haha

jmpe sape2 kt malaysia yok!

chow~

*less than 24 hours* =)

OST Cain and Abel 

sukenye sayeeee :)

bengong!!

sumenye SELFISH

xde la sume

tp rse mcm sume

aagggggghhhhhh

bengong!!!

sabar mira..ya Allah nape sume org selfish niiii

astaghfirullah bawak bertenang mira

sakitnye hati!!!

org mntk tlg cm mule ahh "alaaaa..x pyh laa"

x ske la org cmtuhhhhh

uhhhhhhh 

xpe aku nk independent!!!!!!!!!!!!!

menakjubkn.stylo ah =p

b4 ni xtaw pon fibonacci series yg aku blaja kt matlab tu utk ape

tp bile tgk mende ni, ade mkne di sebaliknye rupenye..

mmg beslah video ni..moge jadi pedoman bg kte saudara seislam~

ini x sepatotnye berlaku.

ya Allah berikanlah keyakinan kepada ku semula.

ni post mrepek saye warning

gud luck kwn2 exam sok. i know u guys can do it.

as for me. x taw bagaimana boleh hilang rase nk blaja

trok kn?

mama ayah mntk maap kli ni. harap2 mama ayah x bace ye.

final nk bwat baek2 punya.

btw post lepas post yg ke 100th

wow

xde perasaan kala ini. tanamkn lah keyakinan kepada ku ya Allah

sukee lgu niii

sedap...

neway skrg ni cm mood disney lak

hehe =)

sbb tgk link nadia sal demi lovato..ni sume sal nadia..haha pliz jgn bace..lolz

x smpt nk explore coz bru nk fly ke sini..

huh..maybe sbb demam exam so mule la lg gian tkn google cri 

sal disney radio..wahh ade online radio dye..so smbil wat keje dgr lgu disney!!

sukeee =p

yes..one down three to go

lab physic test, physic test and lab chem test!!

chaiyok!!

n btw  bru taw ramai gak bace blog aku..

malu gileee aaaaaaaaaa

kak jiha n kak oya

malu taw saye..haha

=p

still searching..

apekah, siapekah, di manekah, bagaimanekah, bilekah, mengapekah?

hehe

tetibe kuar idea ni pagi ni..if u want to be precise, my thoughts

mende ni slalu aku pikir

yelah..bile mood x bek tuh..mulelah pikiran menerawang mcm2

kdg2 tuh people see me as a person yg mcm fokus n rajin..

padehal..pikiran jauh je..tp mase nga termenung tuh..mmg struggle la nk pokus

xde la bio je..

back to the point..

cani..nga syok2 layan fb tenampk la status dak ni

"i have many friends yet i have none"

dari kecik smpi skrg..famili aku slalu pindah rumah

n sekaligus aku pon slalu pindah skola..

n sbb itu aku byk kwn..

my circle of friends are large and diverse

i dunno if im happy or just pretending to be happy

deep down rase mcm loser jek

xde ahh smpi cmtuh

dlu klu ade mslh aku x cte kt sape2 pon xcep ayah aku

yela..sbb xde kwn bek

skrg ade ape2 jek nk cte kt ayah segan cket la sbb da bsr

n x pendam dah cume men bantai je cte kt org smpi aku rse sume org taw rhsie aku

*xcep adela cket tuh..hehe =p*

sooo...skrg ni nk limit kwn lah

xnk kwn org sembarangan..org len x sakit

aku yg sakit

some things are not happen to be what we want..right?

kdg2 la..aku rse jeles ngn org len but i deny it in my heart

i tell myself..tu dorg aku laen

sometimes i felt that i have nothing to be proud of whatsoever (bukan x bersyukur ek)

but i guess i have to accept this and believe that i can be happy

im happy on the outside..but the inside..no one knows~

maybe im cold?

that i felt that couldnt connect with people well and have bestest frens?

i am lost..but i still can take control on everything else

xcep my heart does not feeling well

oh well..ill be patient..maybe

neway..classes will ended 3 weeks from now!!

youhuuuuuuuuuuuu!!!

but till then..i still have to struggle for my exams n final exam!!!

huh huh huh...kejar!!! O_o

LoL

*Ya Allah..aku amat berharap yang aku dapat bertemu dgn sahabat sejati, bukan rakan, bukan kawan dan bukan kenalan. dan cukuplah dengan kawan yg ada..aku amat bersyukur dgn kwn yg ada skrg ni..Amin~*

 

sukenye..sukenye..sukenye..

haha

nk taw ape saye suke?

ckp x tapis dpn american

haha

kt sini kn..aku ckp x tapis dpn org because im speaking malay!!

haha

bru td aku beli iced mocha..pastu org yg jual tuh muke masam jek

xde prasaan nk jual ke tgr ke

aku pon selambe ckp.."bapak sombong pak cik ni"

haha

kuat lak tuh..tp puas lak rse

ni dah byk kali dah aku men lepas ckp

"buruknye baju dye"

"x mandi kot"

"bising tol pak tam mak tam nie" ( ni mmg racist gile)

gurau2 gelak mmg jaat ohh aku kt cni

hehe

 

mentang2 la dorg x phm..ske ati je kn?

cmne aku nk balek malaysia niee??

waaaa

hahah ;p

p/s: sok quiz calc, pray for me dpt full mark keh? xnk tdo smpi lps subuh nie sbb klas kol 11..ganbatte ne! thx~~

benci my kamera..ohh sedey pon ade

nape xley bukak waktu2 aku nk amek gamba..

dah rosak lg la tuh agknye..T_T

sakit hati aku..now cmne nk amek gamba spring??

dahla lawa skrg ni..

now what? no point regretting the past or blaming others (still sedey)

huhu..

tapela kott..thinking bout buying new camera n handphone kott?

hehe..no iPhone la kott sbb org kate x bagus

plus mmg x ske pon org ramai2 beli mende same jek

boring n x unik for a person like me!! LOL

yes!! my plan for next fall bile dah pindah rumah len (Branscomb)

nk beli rockband kott~

pastu dah cop kt masita (senior nk grad) nk beli keyboard!!!

lame dah longing nk men keyboard suke2..hehe

uhh ohh sejak bile aku ade 303 friends nieh kt facebook??

n how come these days mcm addicted ngn fb quizzes n applications n stalking??

lol..i dont know

seingat aku laaa..bru taun lps bukak bulan ogos kott

bukan kwn american yg byk..kwn melayu ramai..cmne nk maju?? =_=

haha..neway my point is..facebook wastes my time lohh

tp bile bukak tenet..kuar lah most visited website..n yg 1st Facebook!!

mmg la asyik bukak yg tuh kn? hikhik

dahlaaa...nk study calculus ni..thursday ade quiz

chem x bace lg sok quiz..

imagine this spring sem ade 4 bulan n u guys bru blaja physics mase mule2 chapter 1

now dah chapter 18 ke 19

prof ajar2 x betaw chapter..haiz

laju gile org cni pnye silibus..cmne la mat saleh cni blaja

result gempak~

n i know my preCalc skills had fade somehow (i guess fade is not the right word to express kott)

yela..dok uma x bwat ape tgk tv memanjang...pastu fly tetibe..mmg ahh cmtuh ;p

so i need to get a good grisp of what ive been learning soo far..

bak kate prof Pigg (Calculus Prof)..engineers have to be efficient in working..accurate and fast

actually i never ever thought i would be taking engineering course nieh

n i thought chemistry is the same as chem engineering

like totally different thingies T_T

even senior ade yg regret amek ChemE coz smpi senior keje maseh berlmbk

i bet how it will be if i were a doctor huh?

wow byk kene bace.tgk buku org.bapak berlambak

hahaha

i guess both have pros n cons..engineer byk duet heheh xp

4 years are not so far away..at least for here..

1 year here?? what?? dah sophomore??

ughh rse tue..no!! tetap mude di hati 

ngehehe..

n i felt bru aje masok sini..xnk freshman masok plizz??

if only i could just turn back for a while nk tuka2 cket =p

n really ive been using curse words..at least not directly hahah

people here lah turning me into this,,lol

n lagu ni bes ohh

forget about lyrics dye..music are more meaningful

*ni sya lah ni ajar* xDDD

ni satu lg aku bru taw..igtkn sje jela lgu ni title gini rupenye 

F=if 

U=u 

CK=seek 

amy tuh saje je..LOL

Awesome!!!

nothing much to say

its been a long time since i heard songs like this

finally i felt that it suits my soul the most *x bole bla pnye ayat*

lagu skrg x bole pakai

sume x sedap

bile dgr lagu kt iPod..mostly boring dah

time zaman2 lagu mase form 2,3,4 mmg sgt2 bes

mcm lagu linkin park ke..lifehouse ke..mcr ke

yg gempak2 bukan yg meleleh

n yg bagusnye ade mesej

i like this genre i really do!!

lgu cani r bru bes!!

bwat la byk2 lagi (hahah demanding gils)