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sumpah lawak!! haha creepyy

Ramadhan di perantauan~

Salam Ramadhan...
haha i know i know da seminggu puase tp bru nk wish kt ramai2 kwn :D
i was going to..after reading many portions of some of my firends blog..hehe nk sje nk ikot nk wish
tp sje bia lmbt2 sikit..


Ramadhan datang kembali mcm smlm bru bertemu kan? cepat gak masa ni berjalan. rase x dpt kejar aje kadang2. tahun ni, Ramadhan still mcm biasa, berbuka di tempat org dan bakal beraya di tempat org buat kali ketiga. puase penuh x kwn2? hihihi


hari first Ramadhan, hari tu masih summer class, agak busy gak nk final. after final terus move out sume. dpt dok bilik 3 org! suka gakla..berhasrat nk memasak. habis dah tumpul ilmu memasak yg x seberapa nih :P tp smpi skrg masih x cuba stat pegang periuk hehe. esok mungkin. lol hmm apa lagi eh? dpt tgkt tggi..suka gak la view die :) alhamdulillah~


duit gaji 3 bulan x dpt2 =_='

seminggu lagi nk fall semester aka junior year...aaa xnk countdown! skrg ni seharian terperap dlm bilik menonton cerita korea :))). satu cerita yg bes skrg ni tajuk die Baker King, Kim Tak Goo
ade beberapa kwn kate bes, ade kate tidak. yg kate tidak tu sbb muka dorg x ensem. HAHA
tipikal cte korea, mesti nk ensem :P tapi tidak aku. lol xde lah. at least mesti ade sorg muke sweet. x kesah ensem ke x. sweet la, lead actor yg pandai senyum. sukaa :D


best gak sbb aku mmg jenis yg prefer cerita zaman pertghan, bukan zaman maharaje2 n zaman moden..haa yg tgh2 tula..zaman2 bru nk maju. suka sbb cantik set2 dia. contoh cerita lain, East of Eden. tp cerita2 cmni berat sikit la..ade tu smpi 50 eps.


cite ni lead actor x ensem sgt tp sweet. die bru lagi berlakon2 ni. supporting actor lak ensem! mcm my lelaki idaman. HEHE. btw die nyanyi yg bwh ni *die* ni debut drama die. first time berlakon, never knew he can sing ♥ love so much ah cmni *cair2* watak prpuan blkg kira! haha









bru2 ni kt facebook byk dgr cerita kwn2 nk fly. seronoknye rse dgr cerita org nk fly nih! rse teringat balek time mula2 fly. yg x best sgt, xde member yg fly skali time tu. tetiba teringat balek mcm mne kalau aku x terima vandy n accept the adfp offer? apa agknye jadi eh klu aku amk path tu? beze ke? destinasi sama tp setahun berbeza..peluang nk fly maybe kurg sikit but at least aku usaha lebih sikit utk fly..haha dah stat merepek!!


yang pasti zaman freshman sume innocent. agak carefree berbanding skrg. i know i changed. a bit. hehhhhhhh


to kwn2 yg dpt fly, congrats korg! :D enjoy being in overseas and blaja baik2! :) =_=' rse mcm sunbaenim je padehal sebayaaaa


to kwn2 yg x lepas, usaha lagi! fighting! maybe itu yg terbaik. maybe rezeki di tempat lain. x semestinye x oke skrg, x oke selamanya :))


esok nk cri gamba bes la nk post kt utusan letak kt salam perantauan :D

post-summer rising junior :P

minggu ni mmg aku x btol sikit. week final la katekn. socio nye paper was mehh, it was the hardest of all the other socio test. dah nme nye final. makin byk soklan esei pendek. please r okay or cukup2 makan pn xpe pls..


lps tu esei socio 8 page punye la lme nk siap. haih. bosan btol. 3 hari x kluar rumah, asyik membace n menulis esei. mengadap lappy 24 jam. mmg mate mcm sakit, merah sikit. tp sbb nk wat esei ni la, preparation utk final physic mcm agak hancus. tp bole kot. haiyo dahla tdo x btol. overall im glad everything ended :) 
meaning im free for while yeay! xgi jalan mne2 sbb rsenye xyah asyik jalan2 tiap2 cuti kot. duit x cukup nk jalan2. ee bile nk dpt duit reeve ni *wonder2*


lps final je, esoknye iaitu hari sabtu, sume org pindah rumah baru. aku dpt apartment 3 org tgkt 9. fuh tggi tp suka. cuma x masok lg rumah tu sbb ex penghuni2 x habis kemas lg. tp dorg da habis sbnrnye skrg ni. bru je.
esok la siap sume angkat. mlm ni tdo rumah kwn jap.


im getting fed up with people yg kate suare aku perlahan. oke one part of it my fault sbb suare aku. but i tried. dari dlu org kata sore perlahan. skrg makin kuat, nk buat cmne lg? penat la oke. mcm xnk ckp pape je. nk senyum je bole x. xde idea nk ckp. lps tu satu isu lagi, someone said aku byk ckp. no offense kt org yg ckp tu, mmg btol aku byk ckp skrg. 


i freaking hate silence. i felt that its something bothering me if it is too silent. kalau aku dok sorg2 xpe gak haha. salah satu sbb mungkin aku seorg pendengar and bukan pencerita dlu2 time skola. even now i cant tell a story properly to anyone =_=' not a good story teller nor a great info-giver(is this a legal word? haha). so bila dtg sini, tgk mostly people surrounding me mcm jenis senyap, mostly la, aku jadi bosan. lol 
something inside me is itching to break the silence. pastu stat merepek. aku cpt bosan skrg ni. crap btol feeling ini. 

its hard for me to change from me yg dlu yg senyap n suare perlahan to me yg skrg yg agak byk ckp n agak kuat suare. smpi skrg aku tataw mne lebih baik. aku xtaw ape yg aku buat ni baik utk aku ke x. smpi penat nk berubah ke arah lebih baik ( yg lebih baik pn aku taktaw ) 

so its hard for me to change back me. i dont want to change. its hard. not saying that when you are with me, you have to talk all the time. just enough to make a conversation. even smile is good enough bcoz sometimes people pn tgh in no mood or in bad mood and that explains

human is complicated. truly a great God creation. semua ni ujian neh..

XOXO

♥

swimming~

tadi pegi swimming! sronok gakla sbb dah lme x swimming :P
lagi best kalau reti. dlu ade blaja kejap swimming ni ngn mama, time tu kecik lg tp da reti berenang katak ngn terapung. yg berenang angkat tangan tu x reti lgsg. aku x igt nme2 cara nk swimming tu haha.


tadi terapung jela keje. jeles tgk org len bole wat. segar tol lps mandi :D sronok2
nk cbe lg tp lps ni kene ajak ramai2. lagi2 yg terel 

mimpi yg x habis

these 2 days i've been dreaming weirdly. xdela weird sgt cuma i kinda remember it well
but dont worry, its not scary. aku x pena ada mimpi yg teruk. or maybe because i dont really like to think about it so hilang cmtu je kot. fyi, i dont watch scary or the type of movie that ada killing2. haha. sbb tu agaknya. skali je pena mimpi berpeluh2 bangun mengejut.
xdela igt mana mimpi arituh tp i'll try..




ceritanya bermula begini......




alamak mcm confuse je cerita mne masok mimpi mne haha..
first dream, aku ngn dak2 vandy mcm ada gathering kt theatre(x sure sgt mne tmpt die but ade org wat persembahan). scene dekat rumah aku pn ada. ahaha serius x igt. yg ingat sapa yg ada n ape yg jadi. yg pasti spek aku patah, and im ready to wear contact lens. hehe. teringin nk pakai contact lens. tp suma org kata muka aku pelik bile bukak spek. ala sume org yg pakai spek lama2 mmg cmtu. 


who was in the dream? i think 4 main characters kot. but one is not that important. so the other 3 character, named A, B n C. A n B is an item. tapi hanya bertepuk sblh tgn. B is my good friend. ive never have a crush on A. at one part, aku terlentok kn kpale kt A. haha mcm winter sonata. pastu bukan dia sorg je aku buat cmtu, aku terlentok gak kpale kt C. i like C. in real life, C doesnt know..up until now this is the 3rd time he's in my dream...2 jeng3! lol too much coming from dramas?


tp aku x kesah pn mimpi2 tu, sbb slalu teringat kt org2 tersebut? (x jugak)...rsenye sbb penat sgt kot. maklumla summer ni buat org pening kpale. rse mcm kena iron


this 2 weekend holiday after class- xgi mne2 kot. ohh sgt boring. aritu time may da pegi jalan, oi sedarla sikit mira :P 


ohh teringin nk construct mimpi mcm inception tuh hehe. nk jadi architect dlm mimpi tuuuu bole x? hari2 mimpi pn xpe. xnk balek ke realiti


guess what?im coming back this winter! yeay! setahun mcm lama je rupenye :|
harap2 bes n x bosan. tp mahal la tiket winter T.T hope its worth it. before that, i have to prove something :D


 td lalu the commons, tmpt ktorg dok time freshman. miss that moment. miss the feeling of not having pressure at all. why do i feel im such a loser? 


im starting to read emily giffin's book. to my surprise, i like it! i kinda can relate to it. and it feels so good to read chick flick stuff :) makes me feel something that i couldnt explain. the only problem was, i can only read up to 5-7 pages per opening the book. xleh focus lama2. buat aku penat. see its weird that i love reading books but i cant concentrate on one thing? 
watched make it or break it too, and as always after watching 3 eps, i stopped for a while. great 

Vampires suck!

hahaha bongok2..sori twilight fans, this sound so good! nk tgk! jacob spray badan x ble blaa kah3
and edward bermekap2 lol..finally ade parody :P 

and thank God its after final! :)

finals:
socio 9hb
physics 13hb
paper socio 8pg 12hb

lots to do but i keep wasting my time laa..aiyaa
till then! :) 

twittot

twitter ada perkembangan la! haha selain gmba whale yg comel itu, ada gamba ini baru td..
ahaha comel gile twitter :P klik gamba utk lihat lebih lnjut

falling in love at coffee shop

the guy in this music video is not all that cute, but hey, i love his voice, totally soothing :) 
i wish i had someone singing for me like that..ahahahh wishful thinking~~but a girl can dream aite?

#13

tada! hehe jersey no 13! actually dah 2 weeks dpt bju ni :). hepi2 sbb suka btol kaler putih ni. maklumla, kurg minat bju kaler putih. tp bju germany ni smart r. beli dari wholesale china anta ke us. berbaloi gak la sbb 30+ dollar je hehe. cuak gak mule2 sbb murah sgt klu compare ngn harga ori 90-100+ dollar kt sini. aritu aku ngn pah pakai nk tgkp gamba sme2, die beli jersey oezil, aku beli muller nye. tp aku beli satu, die beli 3. HAHA i know. call us crazy. muahaha. oke worth it *senangkan hati*. haha aritu nmpk boys la pakai jersey2 ni. xnmpk lg prpuan pakai. tp rsenye aku sorg je kot muller :D oke less writing, more pics.

smart kan ;P

haaa its muller! haha spazzing btol

belah dpn jersey :)

dpt seluar pendek die gak, jadi sluar tdo je la..see? no 13!

ni agak random, smbil2 camwhore tgkp gamba jersey, try2 gne mode aperture kt camera. pardon my room, agak bersepah di situ haha. klik utk pembesaran.

still noob hehe. klik utk tumbesaran.

last saturday ktorg smbut bday najiah! najiah nye bday 25hb esoknye. ktorg cm nk wat suprise tp dia mcm dah tawu je sbrnye tp die insist die xtaw. ah sudahla naji :P happy 20th bday! ktorg smbut dekat best of india, time tu ade buffet. kek caramel ben&jerrys, sedap2! n haritu gak hari first aku bwk van ngn penumpang pegi jauh sikit dr campus. bangga2 hihi

muke x saba nk telan kek

last but not least happy birthday to my youngest brother, adam bazil ahmad kamal :) very naughty boy he is. pagi td voice call ngn family. serius dah lama x dgr sore adek aku tuh. haha. yela slalunye bile calling ni yg slalu ckp mcm2 adek prpuan aku, ayah ngn mak aku. sore die xde lgsg padehal ade je dpn comp kate mak aku. dia pilih game dri aku. lelaki2..hahaha. oh he's 10 now. dah besar. gilo..n aku nk masok 20. gilo jugak. 20 tahun aku hidup o yeah @_@. my other bro da suare garau, xsedar pn bile haha. aritu mimpi pegi waterpark ngn family. haha tnde rindu? :)

jgn tertipu, adik aku x kecik ni. haha just xde gamba yg latest dlm pendrive :P fyi die dah tembam hahaha.

tadi bru dpt result exam socio. fuh alhamdulillah. walaupun bukan the highest, i hope this is sufficient enough. mmg x aim high2 pon. one thing i learn bru2 ni, maybe x apply to sume org but to me, is that kita xbole compare ape2 yg kita buat, make it academically, talent-wise, socially etc.., because everybody's different in a unique way. and appreciate one another. peace! esok exam physic nye result. agaga hope it will turn better la dr previous nye. mcm hampeh 1st exam. 


please r dpt ssn (social security no) mggu ni gak. even kwn aku yg mintak last 2 weeks dpt snn tu the week after. grr nnt kena sound lg ngn org atas. isk. 2 bulan keje tnpe gaji ZzZz baik tdo je haha. n skrg ni bru rse betapa bosannye summer class. b4 ni bosan gak tp skrg ni rse mcm onggile. blaja, makan, solat, tdo, ulang, mandi, ulang. repitition kills me.

btw kwn2 ramadhan bakal menjelma. sudah bersediakah anda? hehe
2 years more mira, 2 years~~ k ah toodles~