saye nk tulis tp kan saye xtaw nk tulis macam mane

becoz my mind is soo damn complicated and my thoughts are gone faster than i thought when im writing..

btol kate kak hanum kt blog dye..

fikiran melayang cepat dari bile kte tules..

i cant express my feeling kt org laa..it hurts so badly inside..

i dunno if its normal ke tidak..

i wish i had other chance..

i wish i can be like that..be happy like that

there's soo many that i wish but it never came true..i kept thinking positively that it will

not now but later..yeah..i still believe..its not that i didnt believe~

maybe all that people see though me as a happy person or somewhat like that

i dunno if i am pretending to be happy or not..

i dunno what in the world that im doing right now..

i have to admit..im just a naive person..i hate to be used by other people

my past are haunting me..im afraid that im alone

right here right now..i have my lab need to be done for tomorrow..

all i do is just messed up things..

i wanted to be free..

i wanted to feel happy..but how?

i feel alone.........................................